Laila007 wrote:awesome_nipples i REALLY WISH YOU ALL THE BEST AND I"M SENDING YOU AN INTERNET HUG!!it must be hard living in a country where you don't know anyone but just think of it as this, it will make you stronger!! i'm sure you'll make friends..
tacoko, THAT TRULY IS DEPRESSING!! sometimes i don't understand why we must write papers! it's a strange world i tell ya!
MangaMistrezz wrote:@ awesome_nipples: Awww...I totally understand how you feel. When I was 13, I moved to study abroad in the Philippines. It was horrible- I didn't understand or speak the language, I was socially inept so people thought I was a snob and I was the youngest in my high school class. I can't remember how many times I wished I could go home or commit suicide. But I didn't cause I told myself that I only had to get through 3 years of high school (I was promoted, so I skipped one year). My first 2 years was HELL. But my senior year was amazing- and because of that, I don't regret coming here.
I'm now here until I graduate from college. I'm in my second year of college and I can tell you that it gets better. At first, it really does SUCK LIKE A BITCH, but in a few days- maybe weeks- you'll get used to it already. If you have trouble making friends, just find a random person who you think you will get along with, smile and have a conversation with them- that's what I do. If no one tries to make friends with you, that means YOU have to make friends with them. Don't worry...It'll be fine!
and the movie is 5 months away so no Ouran till then....OURAN COME BACK!!! 
and i did email my dad about what happened today b/c he did tell me to email him whenever i was in a bad mood! i think the main problem is that my aunt is ignoring my mom and that maybe bothering her! just pray for me that she will had calm down a little and if she can't realize that i didn't do this on purpose then that's ok! i'm not gonna hate her for that, she's been through alot and i think just dealing with pain and waking up all tired and soar my effect her emotions! thanks you guys for being there for me and listening! U GUYS R THE BEST! 
- and I used my reflexes to grab onto the edge of the building. I tried to pull myself up, but the edge was too slippery to do anything but just hold on. I didn't look down cause I'm AFRAID OF HEIGHTS- yes, it was my worst nightmare. I screamed for my boyfriend and he ran outside. He ran to the roof, telling me to hold on. When he was up there, I looked up and saw him- he looked like this-----> 
He grabbed onto me and pulled me up. I was shaking badly and had to rest inside the house. My family never found out and the neighbors were on vacation. Lets just say that this is the LAST time I'm going on the roof- I'll get someone else to go instead.
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