Oh my God...I seriously hope all of you can get through these relationships issues, honest! Mine are so pathetic in comparison, but I guess here it goes (and I'll try REALLY hard to keep it short so I don't bore you guys)...
I'm not even gonna go into great detail with this first one 'cause I'm WELL over it, but my first guy mishap happened when I was a sophomore and it was with this senior guy I had in art. He always picked on me playfully and gave me weird nicknames, but his super nice best friend who I occasionally confided in confirmed that he never liked me. I was really distressed for a while, but I'm now over it completely.
Here's the real and current problem that makes me continually think fml on a minutely basis: My senior year (this current year) had started off horribly. I crashed my car on my way to school on the first day, have been forced to take the bus since and until it's fixed (which wouldn't be so bad had the stupid school not gotten rid of my old driver and not eliminate my old bus, thereby cramming about ten more immature underclassmen on the already crowded bus), and have been feeling A LOT lonelier and more helpless as of late (my social life is and has always been nearly non-existent and it really makes me feel depressed at times).
Two weeks ago from this Monday, I was on the verge of having a meltdown just after first period that day, which is not like me, but knew I wouldn't be able to hold it in next period. My apush teacher from last year, who is totally awesome (especially since he let me do my finals project on anime), was literally next door from my first period teacher, so I bolted into his room and began breaking down in front of him once the kids from his last class were leaving (I know, I'm pathetic...
). He asked me what was going on and we just ended up talking for about an hour, obviously making me miss my entire second period and being late for my third that day, but it was thankfully his free period and he was nice enough to listen and talk to me the whole time! I felt a lot better afterwards.
Unfortunately, I'm beginning to have some very unusual and not to mention unwanted...
feelings for him as of late. I'm 17 and he's 29, so at least it's not too gross (and even my own parents are ten years apart), but still, it feels really weird to me. Just yesterday, 'cause he had asked me during lunch what has been going on since that day and to tell him later, I went to see him after school and talked to him kinda in depth again for 35 minutes and I was enjoying it WAY more than I think I should have. It doesn't help that 1) I'm gonna have him next semester for econ (even though part of me is REALLY happy about it at the same time), and 2) my own best friend, who actually can't stand him, told me that it'd be okay if I wanted to date him after graduation!!!
I know, I'm really pathetic and this is just wrong on so many levels, but as the thread suggests, this is kinda why my life sucks right now, even though nothing's necessarily
bad at this point...
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He actually didn't know she was my mom, since I met him next to my work and he just thought she was a customer.
and he goes "we're together" 
. He ended up buying me a blouse and 3 books (I love book and food shopping). 
And I think I'm missing something, because besides Card Captor Sakura (where it wasn't that prevalent anyway), I didn't know that student/teacher relationships occurred that much in manga. Can you recommend me any good ones with that theme in them?
. I'm too busy with school and didn't want to deal with that crap. My friends think that I'm dating my best guy friend, but he's an arrogant, shallow a**hole (yes, I describe my friend like this) and I see him as my brother (younger brother and I'm only into older guys- despite my experiences with them XP).
