by Tacoko Sun Aug 12, 2012 8:02 pm
2349.
Hiii, Mango~ Hurrah for you~ 8D
But yeah...
So… I don’t think my brother is going to pay me back for the fifteen dollars I gave him for him to fix a part on his car. -__- He said he’s give it to me by this passed Friday, but I still don’t have it, and I really need that money to buy my train ticket to go see 2NE1 on Friday.
My mom tells me that I won’t see that money again, but, you know, I wanted to be a good, helpful sister so I got the part he needed for his car after he said he’d pay me back, but I dunno if he’ll pay me back.
Hell, along with those 15 dollars, he owes me another 50 that I put in to HELP him get his car. I probably won’t see that either.
And it’s funny, ‘cause last year, I had bought his iPod Touch off of him for 50 dollars and he would hound me all the time for that money, and I gave it to him when I was able to, but with all the times I’ve given him money, he’s never paid me back.
And it’s not fucking fair. How come I have to work, and I give him money for things he need that he can’t get, and he can’t even pay me back. While he’s out there dealing with drugs and shit like that, and he gets mad money, more than me sometimes, and he can’t even pay me back at LEAST 15 fucking dollars?
Maybe it’s my fault for being so nice and trusting him, when I know he won’t pay me back at all.
It just makes me feel really depressed and used, ‘cause I’m just trying to be a good, helpful older sister, but he basically treats me like shit and is not fair to me when it comes to money.
I don’t wanna ask my grandfather for money ‘cause he’s been laid off (though he’s going back to work tomorrow) and he’s already done so much with paying for anything in my car that needs to be fixed. (Though I’m gonna try and start paying off things by myself, like the alignment I need to get done when I start working.)
It’s just…really not fair. /sighs deeply/ But like I said before, it’s probably just my fault for trusting him. I mean…
…he is my brother and all.
Which is kind of sad, that he would do this to his own sister.
/sighs/