The K-Pop Thread

Meet the twins: 



Jason is on the left and Mason on the right. 



Jason on the left (just for visual.. for later)

You are truly a case of senioritis in your university as you don’t want to do to shit. You spend your time relaxing, barely doing your homework, and hanging out with your friends (well not really.)  You actually spend your time reading manga, watching anime, and falling asleep on your desk attempting to do homework. But having that said, you do like one thing and that’s helping. Nothing makes you feel better, and what a better way than being a volunteer nurse at your university. All sorts of cute athletes stop by; of course they really don’t say anything other than thank you. But whatever it’s all good.
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You were heading your way to the nurse’s office like usual right after class, students were going their way and you happened to pass a group of girls talking excitedly towards each other.
“Oh my god I TOTALLY in love  with this one. He’s so HOT!”
“I like THIS ONE! His voice is so angelic.”
Ah yes, it seems like those fan girls are talking about the school band named J.R.M. This three group band focuses on pop, rock, and ballad. They were pretty popular in your university, seeing their posters everywhere and plenty of fan meets and signings. But you could care less; you honestly couldn’t see what was so great about them.  You quietly made your way towards the nurse’s office. Thank God it was a calm day and you saw your mentor Ms. Lee enjoying her lunch.
“Hey Nats, come have some Korean food with me.” She always shared her meals with you. You would call her “unnie” but she hates that word. You sat next to her and used the extra chopsticks given to you. The two of you had a light conversation and were enjoying your meal together.  Your ears perked as you thought you heard a loud sound, it almost sounded like a stampede.
“Ms. Lee, did you hear that?”
“Hear what?”
“It sounds like a stampede, and it sounds like it’s coming from the walls.” You turned and tried to place your ear on the wall to see if you were right. Ms. Lee suddenly gets up from her seat.
“Nats, help me push this table aside please.”
“What’s going on Ms. Lee?”
”You’ll find out soon, hurry we don’t have much time.” You got up to help Ms. Lee push the table out of the way. She franticly kept checking her watch and mumbling. You just watched her helplessly. What is going on?
“Um Ms. Lee, is everything alright?”
“Nats, don’t freak out too much ok? Alright, not much time left. 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.”
“MS LEE! HELP US! IT’S A EMEREGENCY!” you screamed as you saw the medical supply door open and saw two boys running towards Ms. Lee. One guy is holding someone in his arm, while the other is frantically running around.
“Ms. Lee! HELP US! He got hurt BADLY! HEY IDIOT! Stop running around, come over here now!” the guy shouted to the other. You peaked inside the medical supply door to see how on earth those guys were able to get inside. You just stood there contemplating on how that happened.
“Nats, go grab some gauze for me and some antiseptic. QUICK!” you scurried in the supply room and got what Ms. Lee wanted.  Looks like the dude got hit hard, he fell on his head hard but luckily he didn’t get a concussion or lose a lot of blood. You helped clean the wound and just patiently waited until the guy woke up. He looked really familiar to you but you couldn’t wrap your head on whom. You went back to the waiting area and you noticed Ms. Lee speaking Korean to the boys who brought the patient in.you got closer and noticed the boys were twins. How cute, you love twins. One was sporting a simple gray wife beater, black sweats, and a snapback. He didn’t look too built, but definitely toned. The other was sporting nerd glasses, yellow beany, a black “One Piece” shirt and gray pants. Talk about cute; you couldn’t get your eyes off them. They noticed you staring at them, and one of them winked at you. You blinked and tried to turn away but one called you out.
“Hey, nurse’s assistant. Thank you for helping us out.” The slightly bowed and you tried to copy them but they snickered at your gesture.
“Boys, behave now. You can’t get yourself worked out too much ok?”
“Yes noona.” they said in unison. There was a sudden yell in the patient’s room.
“Get your butts in here now! We need to practice NOW!”
“Looks like it’s time to get back into business. Noona you don’t mind do you?” Ms. Lee shook her head and the twins headed into the patient’s room.
“Ms. Lee, they look familiar. But I just can’t wrap my head around them.”
“Silly girl, you know they are…” Ms. Lee’s voice got cut off by the sound of singing. It sure sounded angelic. Ms. Lee motioned to peek inside the patient room.  You peaked your head inside the door and you couldn’t believe your eyes. The patient was already on his feet, had his phone in his hand, and he was singing and dancing.
“Hey! You just woke up, you need to rest!” you exclaimed.
“Who are you?” the patient asked in rude way.
“I’m the nurse’s assistant, and you have to rest after losing some blood.”
“Whatever. Jason, Mason, send this girl out!” the patient continued to his extreme multitasking, while the twins pushed you out the door. 
“Hey! QUIT IT!”
“You can’t barge in when Ryeowook hyung is doing is thing. YOU JUST CAN’T!” the boys shook their head no in unison.  Ryeowook, that name. It sounded so familiar, and the names Jason and Mason. IT ALL MADE SENSE NOW! Your eyes widened with your new discovery.
“YOU GUYS ARE JRM! OMG how could I….” Jason covered your mouth and they both motioned to be quiet!
“Finally it took you long enough. Yes we are them and with the help of Ms. Lee we have been coming here if one of us gets hurt. This is one of the few places we can come and hide from fans and even get some practice done.” Mason pointed at his watch and Ryeowook was coming out of the patient room playing with his phone and singing.
“Got to go, thanks.” Jason and Mason bowed to you and to Ms. Lee while Ryeowook  just continued to walk towards the supply room. And they just disappeared in a blink of an eye.
“My god, I need to sit down.”
“Yes my dear I think you should. There is a lot I need to tell you about them.”
~~Couple of weeks later~~
Ms. Lee told you a lot of details about JRM, and how she practically watched them grow up. Not all the members came from a wealthy family, nor did they get any support from loved ones for a long time. Ms. Lee is the only person that was that could truly take care and understand their feelings. It was she that told them to get into the entertainment and form this group.  You grew an appreciation for the group and all their struggles, but that didn’t mean you were into them.  There was still many questions on your mind but you did not want to focus on them, you just wanted some piece in quiet as you made your way to your favorite spot in the entire school.  You made your way to the roof of the school, not a lot of people knew how to even get to the roof but you had your advantages by being with Ms. Lee. You were just sitting on top of the roof casually eating delicious bento that Ms. Lee made for you. You were quietly admiring the view when you noticed two tall shadows luring from behind. You tried to put on a brave face, but your heart was bounding. You took one chopstick in each hand and carefully started to watch the shadows coming closer to you. You timed yourself carefully and raised your arms read to attack. You let a war call but you weren’t even close to hitting anyone. Instead your wrists were grabbed by two individual hands and you hear a different chuckle in each ear.
“Yah, you tryin’ to kill us?”
“Yea, you weren’t even close.” Your wrists were released and the two individuals sat in front of you.
“Well, you don’t just sneak up on people like that. I almost had a heart attack.”
“You seem like a fighter though, and quite brave if I may add.” Jason smirked
“So I guess you know about our secret spot huh?” asked Mason
You shook your head. “This is actually MY spot, I have always come here.”
“We come here too, but we haven’t lately because we have been practicing. And you know how fans are.” You nodded in agreement. The twins let out a sigh in unison. Mason looked down and shook his head sadly. Jason put his hand on his brother’s shoulders. You raised an eyebrow, why were they acting like this and furthermore why were they even sitting with you.
“Uh, what’s wrong guys? Is something bothering you?”
“Yea, but I donno if we should tell you.” Smirked Jason and Mason followed suit.
“Ok then you don’t have to.” You grabbed your bento box and stood up. You turned around but the twins let out a yelp and grabbed your arms. “Yah! What are you doing?”
“So you really don’t want to know?” asked Jason
“You REALLY don’t want to know?” followed Mason. They gripped your arms so hard, it felt like they were cutting off your blood circulation.  Your blood was boiling, you don’t like being under pressure like this.
“Well, you can tell me if you want…”
“GREAT! “The boys cheered unison. They pulled on your arms again making you sit. Each boy was super close to your ears. You got Goosebumps feeling their hot breath against your ears, clear your mind of all that imagery. You are not that kind of person.
“Ok so, we are planning to shoot a music video.” Whispered Jason in your left ear.
“And this is going to be our first music video ever.” Whispered Mason on your right.
“We need some help with this MV and we need a lot of stuff.” Said Jason.
“And we are wondering, if you could…” Mason and Jason pulled back from your ears…
“BE OUR NURSE ON SET!” The twins shouted in your ears.  You covered your ears tightly in pain and yelled. The boys covered your mouth and motioned you to be quiet. These boys were crazy. 
“Why in the HELL would I want to do that?” the boys lowered their head in sadness. They looked back up and gave you puppy eyes.
“Why not? It’s our first video, and we don’t need any accidents! Plus, we may film some pretty risky action scenes and we needs someone on hand to be ready for anything.” You tried your hardest to not stare into those eyes, they were so cute and adorable. But you shook your head.
“You expect me to just to say yes?”
“Yea.” They said in unison. They grabbed your hands and smiled at you from ear to ear. These boys don’t take no for an answer do they?
“Ugh, ok FINE!”
“YAY!” they squeezed you tightly. You took a deep breath and let it all in.  It’s not every day that you get hugged by two cute and adorable boys.
~~On the sets of the MV~~
Talk about BEAUTIFUL! Who would have thought that 3 college students would find such a beautiful place to shoot a music video? You were at a beautiful nature preserve filled with all different kinds of trees and flowers and pass all that was a hill top. People have said that to not go up that hill top at night as many mysterious happenings have been told. But whatever, you didn’t care about that. Your eyes were glued at the set and the all the equipment that was being used. You quietly stood with the other staff members and watched the boys shoot their solo shot. The boys looked dashing in black suits, and they gave all sorts of emotions and gestures in front of the camera. They looked amazing, no doubt about that and you smiled when the director shouted cut. You were in a way relived because you just stood there and didn’t do anything. This is better than doing homework that’s for sure. The director motioned everybody to move along to the next spot to shoot the next scene. You picked up your first aid kit and gear and headed towards the trees. There was a beautiful river running through the middle of the array of trees which made it look so serene. The scene was for the boys to fight each other and use their environment to their advantage. Jason and Mason was able to use the trees to do jumps and flips in the midair. It looked so real and so professional, Ryeowook too also had some impressive moves, doing high kicks and midair punches as well. The sun was slowing setting and nothing really major happened except Jason scrapping his knee a little bit and Mason whimpering like a baby when he got a paper cut when reading the scene change.  The director decided that it was the perfect time to do a scene in the MV that was supposed to be shot the next day. The staff members hurriedly set up the scene for the shot, there was a simple dinner table with candles. You could see the beautiful hilltop in the distance, you saw Ryeowook getting some touch ups on his make-up. He glances at you and you gave a slight smile, he just rolled his eyes and lowered his gaze.
“Jackass, what did I do to you?” you mumbled to yourself. You really didn’t do anything and he just rolled his eyes at you.  Oh wait, yea you did…
~Flashback~
As the staff members were moving their stuff for the scene changes, you wanted to be kind and carry some of the heavy stuff. Your arms was getting heavy and you kept wobbling around to prevent the things from falling. Well, you tripped over your own feet and fall on top of Ryeowook. Luckily the crap didn’t fall on Ryeowook but you sure did. The staff quickly gathered around you and Ryeowook, one staff member pulled you off of him while the others pulled him up and fixed his hair and make-up. You did apologize but he didn’t say anything to you. Instead he let out a huff and looked at the make-up artist and said “Amateurs, we couldn’t hire an actual professional.” The make-up artist just shook her head, you picked up the equipment from the ground and continued to help out.
~End of Flashback~
Oh yea, so that’s why he’s being all cold. Actually, he was like that the whole day on set. He was constantly telling the twins to do the moves correctly and act well in front of the camera. He had many back and forth discussions with the director. He was taking this shoot seriously, and you don’t blame him because it’s their first music video. But your ears could be saved from the constant yelling Ryeowook did from complaining that he’s tired or the clothes don’t look good. The twins just looked on and didn’t say a word. Ms. Lee was the one who would come to the boys needs and make them calm. What a trooper, you would have slapped the boys plenty of times by now.  So finally, the last scene for the day was being set up, Ryeowook is casually sitting at the table looking all bored. Ms. Lee invited you to sit next to her for the final scene. Ms. Lee happened to know the director so you got to see the action more closely. Ryeowook motioned at his watch and raised his hands in the air. Looks like he was getting impatient, you could feel the tension in the air. Something didn’t seem right, you look up at the sky and saw dark clouds forming. Strange, the weather forecast showed that it was going to be sunshine all day.  The director was getting really anxious, he looked over at Ms. Lee and she smiled. She really knew how to keep people calm in tense situations.
“Sir, we have a problem.”  A staff member rushed over to the director’s side.
“What is it?”
“Our model can’t make it today.  She bailed out on us.”
“WHAT!” the director almost fell out of his seat. Ryeowook’s ears perked up from the director’s scream. What is he going to say about all this? “Great, now what are we going to do?” the poor director dug his face into his hands. The twins came running over towards the director and Ryeowook followed.
“What happened? Is everything alright?” Jason asked politely placing his hand on the director’s shoulder.
“I hope it’s nothing too serious, I’m getting hungry.” Mason stretched and patted his stomach.
“Shut up you two, sir is it something major?” asked Ryeowook. The director let out a big sigh and shook his head.
“Boys, I’m sorry but our leading lady bailed out on us. She’s not coming.”
“WHAT! We have been shooting all day and you are finding this now? WHAT THE HELL!” Ryeowook screamed and kicked an empty seat. You could see his veins popping out of his neck. The director adjusted his glasses and it seemed he was contemplating on what he would say next. But he had no words, he looked over at Ms. Lee and she nodded. She went over to comfort Ryeowook and you happened to notice the twin boys talking to each other and making occasional glances at you. The both nod and the walk towards the director, the boys start to whisper into the director’s ears. His expression went from depressed to joyous, he gets up from his seat with a determined look on his face. He claps his hand to grab everyone’s attention.
“Ok guys, we have found a replacement. So this shoot will continue as planned, so I need everyone to get back into positions. Jason, Mason, and Ryeowook I need you to come with me for moment and you too young lady.” You weren’t even paying attention when the director was talking until you notice the gazes upon you. You looked up at the director with a confused look.
“Are you talking to me?”
“Yes my dear, go ahead and follow the make-up artist and stylist.” You look over at Ms. Lee and she helped you get up and slightly pushed you towards the make-up artist and stylist. So looks like you were going to be the replacement. You really had no time to think, everything was going was so fast. You got your makeup done and they managed to find a sleek black dress to fit into. You had a little bit of trouble walking on set as the high heels you were given were tight and a bit tall. You barely dress up or do your make up so all this was a great surprise to you. The director met up with you to discuss the scene. It was simple, you were to walk slowly towards the dining table. Ryeowook is supposed to get up , walk towards you, and kiss your hand. And that’s when the twins come into the shot and a final fight happens.  You were nervously waiting for the director to prepare the camera and you noticed Ryeowook not even looking at you. Seriously what was his problem, but whatever you just wanted this shoot to be over. The director calls action, and you attempted to walk towards Ryeowook but failed miserably. You kept wobbling and the director yelled cut. You nervously apologized to the director and he just gave a thumbs up and told you to do it again.  The second attempt was worse than that, you tripped on your own two feet and fell flat on your face. Five total attempts and there was absolutely no progress, you kept messing up. The pretty black dress was getting ruined and your feet were throbbing in pain. You attempted to get up from the familiar ground and wiped off the dirt off your dress, you looked around and everyone looked disappointed.
“YAH, YOU STUPID KLUTZ! WHAT’S WRONG WITH YOU?” that yelling voice was coming from Ryeowook. He pounded his fist against the table which knocked off a beautiful vase that was place there. “Can’t you see how tired everybody is? You can’t even do a simple task, GOD WHY COULDN’T WE FIND A FREAKING PROFESSIONAL!” your eyes started tearing up, you stood there quietly. You didn’t know what to say, you started to feel embarrassed.
“Hyung, just stop already. She’s trying her best.” Mason defended and Jason followed.
“Come on Hyung, let’s pack up for the day. We still have 3 days for this shoot.”
“I DON’T CARE! We have some much other stuff to do too, and this klutz is slowing us down. She has been like this since she stepped foot on set. She is BAD LUCK!” you were getting very angry, all day he’s been acting like this. You push aside Jason and Mason and grab Ryeowook’s collar.
“LOOK HERE! I don’t give a FUCK anymore. You are rude, obnoxious, and a plain right ASSHOLE. I don’t need to hear this shit from you. GO TO HELL!” you pushed against Ryeowook’s collar and he fell butt first the ground. You glared at him and he did the same without saying a word. Jason and Mason slowly stepped back from you. Suddenly, there was a clash of thunder and it started to rain hard. Jason and Mason started running to help with the equipment. You and Ryeowook continue to glare at reach other regardless of the pouring rain.
“GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!” Ryeowook screamed and banged his fist on the wet ground. You hurriedly take off your horrible heels and threw them at him. One smacked Ryeowook’s forehead hard, he growled in pain.
“I HAD ENOUGH OF YOU! AND YOUR STUPID SHIT! THE HELL WITH YOUR MUSIC VIDEO! I SHOULD HAVE NEVER COME HERE!” you ran towards Ryeowook just passing him. You were running away from the set, you were going to run far away. You could hear the twins calling out your name, but you didn’t listen. You wanted to go far away from everybody, you ignored the scary thunder strikes.
 
~At the hilltop~
You ran passed many trees, a whole bunch of trees. It felt like you were going in circles, you were lost. You just knew you were somewhere by the hill top due to elevation change in the ground. You were soaking wet, your feet were starting to feel numb and you feeling really cold.  You slowly stopped at a nearby tree trying to catch your breath, you looked around to see a shine of light or something and no luck. You buried your face against your arm, until you felt a hand on your shoulder. You jolted, attempting to smack the stranger but the stranger grabbed your wrist. You let out a huff, this was the last person you wanted to see.
“Talk about being stupid, I finally found you.”
“GO AWAY ASSHOLE!” you tried to let go from his grip but no luck he was quite strong. You tried to hit his chest with your free arm and he grabbed your wrist yet again. You tried hard to free yourself from him but no luck.
“I may be skinny but I’m strong. Now stop fussing and let’s go.”
“I’m not going. Screw you.”
“Stop making this hard, come with me now!”
“You can’t make me!” you finally were able to release yourself from his grip. You tried to walk away from him when your head felt light…. you blacked out.
Come on, wake up! Please! Ugh, stupid girl. What did I get myself into! YAH GET UP!” you heard the voice but had difficulty opening your eyes. The voice was getting louder and that woke you up. Your eyes were awakened to a bickering flame of candles. You felt warm heat towards your feet, you look up and you were in front of a fire place with several heavy blankets. It was hard to move, you could barely lift your head to see where the fireplace was. You started to shiver very badly, you quickly grasped the blankets close to your body. You still had your dress on and it wasn’t even dry yet.
“Crap, you are shivering. God I want to avoid this but I have no choice.” You could hear Ryeowook’s voice coming from behind you. You wanted to respond but you couldn’t bare the shivering. Your teeth were clashing into each other so hard, you wanted to pass out. You suddenly feel his hand on your shoulder. He could feel his breath on your ear.
“Don’t get mad ok, I have no choice.” You could hear a ruffling sound, and you noticed that your dress started to feel lighter. You could hear the sound of the zipper loosening, you tried to speaking.
“N-n-n-n-o-o. P-p-please s-stop.” You tried hard to speak but you couldn’t. You felt his hands on your shoulders sliding your dress down slightly. You got immediate goose bumps when you felt bare skin against your back. You felt his arms wrapped around the blankets you were holding slightly placing his hands on top of yours. His chin was perfectly resting on your shoulder. He let out a sigh.
“Look, don’t take this the wrong way. I have no choice, you could die from hyperthermia. And the only way to keep you warm is give body heat. So yea, I don’t like this either.”
“Great, just my freaking luck.” You said to yourself. After a couple of minutes of silence, you started to feel better. The shivering stop and you could feel your energy coming back.  You managed to say something.
“Where are we?”
“This is a secret cabin on top of the hill. This is my secret hide out, those stories you may have heard were made up so no one can come. I chose this area because it’s my place of peace. It’s my place to get away from….everything.”
“Why are you being so nice to me?”
“I want everything to be perfect, I don’t want any problems. This is who I am, I’ll get mad at anything or anyone. I’m sorry.” He whispered those two words, his voice lingered in your ear. It was soft and gentle. It was as if you were talking to another person.
“Being perfect all the time only hurts you and those around you. Don’t you worry about what others deal with because of you?”
“I know, but I can’t help it. I just want to be perfect.”
“It’s not going to help you. You should just take it easy and try your best.” You could hear a growl by your ear and a sudden chill down your back.
“Just SHUP UP OK! I didn’t ask for a lecture from you klutz. It is all your fault that we couldn’t shoot the music video. SO ENOUGH!” he was yelling at you again. You finally got up and faced him. You almost had trouble putting your words together because he was shirtless. You noticed his skinny frame but he had muscles. You could see his collarbones down to his six pack, you really had to think hard on what to say. He saw you checking him out and he wrinkled his nose. Never mind, back to reality.
“Listen here, I didn’t want to come. I was forced to come because of the twins. And I was only speaking the truth. I know you saw how tired the staff was because you nit-picking every little thing!” you noticed Ryeowook turning red, his eyes widening. He covered his eyes and turned around. “What, now you don’t have the guts to face me? You know what I’ll…” you wondered way you felt so cool and then you noticed that your dress slipped off. You were naked, you screamed and scrambled to grab a blanket to cover yourself.  “I WANT TO GO HOME!” you screamed at the top of your lungs, when suddenly the door opens.
“Yah, we found you…” Jason words slowed down when he saw you holding just your blanket. He looked over at Ryeowook and back at you.
“Dude move what is going…on?” Mason pushed Jason out of his way when he saw the situation. He quickly came towards you and placed his jacket on your shoulders. “Are you ok? Did he do something to you?”
“ENOUGH! Give her something to wear and let’s go!” Ryeowook shouted and shoved Jason outside and headed out. Jason came luckily with a bag of clothes, they waited for you outside as you changed. Your mind wasn’t thinking straight, Jason and Mason were holding your arms so you wouldn’t fall.
~~2 weeks later~~
You were very lucky that you survived such a horrible thing, you were taken to the hospital right after the rescue.  You made it just fine and it was because of Ryeowook. The doctors said that if it weren’t for him, you probably wouldn’t make it. In the end, the staff weren’t able to find a replacement model so with the help of the twins and Ms. Lee you were able to pull off the character well. Ryeowook didn’t speak a word to you on set, you were even able to get the climax scene done in one shot. Ryeowook easily kissed your hand and that was the end of it. You were now back at your university and of course you were approached by many fan girls but luckily it was all positive. They didn’t bother you and you ignored all the claims of getting the boy’s phone number and stuff like that. This time for lunch you went ahead to the nurse’s office to eat. You noticed Ms. Lee’s eyes glued to her laptop, she didn’t even notice you come in.
“Ms. Lee, what are you doing?” she didn’t respond. You as you got closer, you could hear music coming from her laptop. You look over her shoulder and saw yourself. IT was the music video, you let out a huff and plopped next to Ms.Lee.
“Oh Nats, you are here. Have you see the music video, it’s really nice. I’m surprised they were able to edit this in such a short time.”
“Hmph, I don’t want to watch it.”
“Sure you do, here I’ll start it from the beginning.”
“No, I don’t wanna.” You tried to open your bento box but Ms. Lee took it away from you. She just pointed at the laptop. You rolled your eyes and watched the music video. You were surprised on how good it turned out. The scenery looked amazing and the boys did too. Especially Ryeowook, he looked amazing, really amazing. Your heart jumped almost every time it was his turn. And Jason looked like a stud with his expressions and Mason looked cuter than ever.  What was happening? Your part finally came on and it was shoot so well to your surprise. Talk about the power of make-up, you almost couldn’t recognize yourself. Oh, that hand kiss scene appears, you can hear Ms. Lee giggling beside you, and you saw how much passion Ryeowook had in his eyes. He was truly a good actor and performer. Looks like J.R.M. has a new fan. You let out a sigh when the music video was finished, that was really good.
“Ugh, I am NEVER doing that again.”
“You did an amazing job my dear. I’m glad everything went smoothly. But my dear, why did you run off like that?”
“I was very angry and didn’t deal Ryeowook’s rudeness. I wanted to run away.”
“Goodness, that boy. He is full of fire but it wasn’t always like this.”
“What do you mean? You seemed to know him and the twins really well. So is there a story to all this?” Ms. Lee slowly nods her head and begins.
~~Flash back~~
There was no Jason and Mason but Jae-ki and Min-ki. And just plain Kim Ryeowook from Korea. Jae-ki and Min-ki were blessed to live in a privileged and educated family. They came from a family dedicated in the medical field from doctors, pharmacists, surgeons, and etc.  Regardless of all that, their parents supported them when they went to dance school and took singing lessons. Ryeowook was a in a different situation, a very different situation. Ryeowook’s dad died when he was very young which made it hard for his mom to take care of him. He would get in trouble in school for hitting and yelling. He was the only child and he lived in a small apartment with his mom. She would work late night and double shifts just to make by, many nights Ryeowook was alone at his home with barely nothing to eat at his home. He would steal snacks from his classmates and eat it to make the time go by. He gained a lot of weight when he was young which made his mom worry. This made me even more irritable and students started to make fun of him. Ryeowook’s mom was lucky to know someone who offered a job as a maid at a privileged family’s place. Ms. Lee was the one who suggest her to the family and they welcomed her with open arms. They even let the twins and Ryeowook play together and this is where they found out that Ryeowook had a hidden talent as well. The twin’s family helped pay off Ryeowook’s mom debt and even let them stay at their house. The all grew up as one happy family but it came with sacrifice and problems. The twin’s parents were getting annoyed with the late night practices and no results from auditions. Ryeowook’s mom was having trouble getting along with the twin’s mom and was pestered for being a low life.  Ms. Lee noticed this and decided to step and help take care of the boys. She was the one who helped them get through school and join a university in the U.S. and she is basically their care-taker. Luckily, she brought them into a nice Korean community which supports J.R.M. very much. There are even non-Korean fans loving them. In the end, the boys left Korea to come to America with Ms. Lee’s help. The boys’ families are now supportive of the boys and they want them to be happy and successful.
~~End of Flashback~~
“Wow that is one crazy story.”
“Yea, their parents had a rough time with the boys. You know how Korean culture can be, being an idol is very tough.”
“Well, that all might change.”
“What do you mean?”
“There was a agent from a Korean music company and they want the boys to sign with them.”
“Eh!? But that’s a huge…” you didn’t know if you should be sad or happy.
“Yes, it is. They will be in their country, and they will be in touch with their family. Plus, they will be able to make their own music. No company control.”
“That’s awesome.” Your mind began to wonder, this is a good thing. But why was your heart feeling heavy?
“You don’t look too happy about it.”
“No, I am. I’m happy for them.”
“You know, they will be graduating soon. You seem to get along with the twins and you never know you may get along with Ryeowook too. You always come here to talk to me, go talk to them. “
“Well I….”
Ms. Lee pets your head. “Don’t be silly, just go. Go through the medical supply room and there is a secret door.  Just follow the path and it will take you to their secret hide out. I’ll text them telling that you are coming. I know they won’t mind, go take your lunch with you.
“Alright, I guess I’ll go.” You grab your lunch box and head towards the supply room. You push aside one of the shelves and saw a door. The door open easily and were surprised that it was a decent tunnel. Not like the movies where it’s dark and scary, you saw light coming from the other side. You heard singing as well, talk about beautiful. You covered your eyes a bit from the bright light and was suddenly was welcome by Jason and Mason.
“Hey! Welcome to our studio. Come on in.” Jason led you inside. It was small but nice, there was a huge sound board and computer with two couches.
“I’m glad you can make it Natacha.  Come have a seat. Ryeowook will be here soon.”
“Nice studio boys, so is this your hideout?”
“Yep, sure is. Here and the roof is our favorite place to hang out.” Mason hands you a coke.
“It’s sure nice to have company once in a while.” Jason nods in agreement.
“Sure is, Natacha did you know we have 2 of the same classes together?”


“Really? I never noticed you?”
“Yea, I sit in the back to avoid people and I always see you near the professor. Such a teacher’s pet.” You slap his arm.
“Hey, I want to do well at school ok. You know we will be graduating soon.”
“You got that right, hey maybe we can study together.” Mason added.
“Sounds good to me.”
“I’m back.” Ryeowook comes through the studio door with a bag full of snacks. He looks over at you and smiles slightly. “Hey, Ms. Lee told me you were here so I brought some snacks.”
“Thanks but I brought my bento.”
“I’ll take your bento.” Jason pulls the box away from you and starts to scarf it down.
“Hey let’s go to the roof!” suggested Mason.
“That’s sound good to me.” You look over at Ryeowook and he smiles.
“Let’s go!” you and the boys went to the roof. You all casually sat and munched on the snacks. You talk to the twins the most while Ryeowook was quiet. You tried to include him in your conservation but he only gave one word answers. The sun was slowly started to set and the twins decided to get back to the studio. They complimented you on how nice you looked in the video. You demanded a reward for all the crap you went through and they settled with buying you lunch for a week and it had to be nice food. SWEET! Ryeowook stayed behind, there was an awkward silence between you two.  You decided not to say anything to him and leave.
“Wait! I need to tell you something.” You stop half way by the door.
“What is it?”
“I went through so much just to get to where I am today.  It hurts to even think about it.”
“I know what you went through. Ms. Lee told me everything.  I’m glad that you were able to follow your dreams and now you can go back to Korea.”
“Looks like she really told you everything. Don’t let this spread ok. I’m ready for this, I’m ready to conquer the world.”
“Your fandom will continue to grow and you receive a lot of love and attention.”
“Yea, I thought about what you said and you are right. I should slow down and just try my best. I should thank you with something.”  You looked puzzled when he said that. What does he mean? He comes closer to you and you slowly walk backwards.
“You’re welcome I guess, I should thank you for saving me that day. And speaking of music I’m starting to like your music and now I understand the struggles you went through to get to what you are.”
“I’m glad you think so but don’t refuse me ok. I really want to thank you.” he continues to walk closer to you. Your back slammed hard against the door and Ryeowook was close to you.
“Ok listen, I am definitely your fan and I really want you do well.”
“Do you want me to go to Korea?”
“Well, I…” you tried to get away from Ryeowook but he placed his arm against the wall blocking your way out. You tried to push his arm away but no luck. You tried the right side of him and he blocked your way again.
“Ok enough!” he leans towards you and kiss you. You tried to curl your lips to avoid it touching with his but no luck. His lips was still pressed against yours, you tried to push his shoulders to get him off of you but still no luck. You finally decided to do the unthinkable, you raised your arm and PUNCHED HIM! He pulled back and fell on the ground. He covered his eye and cringed his face in pain.
“NASTY!!!”  You yelled at the top of your voice with your fist high up in the air as Ryeowook glared at you and in shock for what you did. “You are just….UGH!” you stomp your feet and try to turn the knob but it wouldn’t budge. You kick the door in frustration.
“Idiot, turn the knob to the right.” You followed on what he said and dashed out of the roof. You were running like you never did before in your life. You couldn’t stay at school any longer, you drove straight home.
 
~~At home~~
You finally pulled up to your apartment, tired and just in overall shock for everything that happened today. You slammed your head on the steering wheel and let out a huff. You happened to notice a tall shadow standing by your door. You slowly walk closer to the shadow and saw that it was Jason. He smiled at you nervously.
“Hey! I was looking for you but I couldn’t find you at school. So Ms. Lee told me that you might be here. I’m sorry if this is a bit uncomfortable for you.” wow, Ms. Lee would just give him your address like that?
“Um, it’s ok. Why don’t you come inside?”
“Really? Is that ok with you?”
“Yea it’s no problem.  Come in.” you both head towards the door and head inside. He awkwardly stood in the small living until you told him to sit down. You luckily had some coke in the fridge and gave him one. He nervously open the drink and start to gulp it down hard.
“Hey, take it easy dude!”
“Ugh, you are right. Sorry.” He let out a burp and you both busted out in laughter.
“You are too silly.”
“Ha, I try. But listen I really need to ask you something important.”


“Ok what is it?”
“On the day of the music video, did anything happen between you and Ryeowook?” his eyes looked sad when he asked that question.
“No, nothing happened. I was super cold that day, and he was just trying to keep me warm.”
“Oh, that’s good then.” He let out a sigh of relief and scratched the back of his head.
“Natacha , how do you feel about me?” this question startled you a bit.
“Um, well…”
“I LIKE YOU!!” he shouted suddenly causing you to jump a bit.  He boldly cupped your face, slowly stroking your cheek. “I like you a lot, for a long time. I liked you since we took class together, I like your awkwardness, I like everything about you.” You turned your head away from his gazing eyes. You heart was racing, you were trying to think of something to say. You could hear his fast breathing besides you.
“Well I…” you turned around and your lips touched. His lips were plump but soft. He tried to pull you closer but you pushed away. “No, no. This is not right. I…” your voice trailed off.
“Yea you right! I, I should go.” He quickly got up and tried to leave but you grabbed his wrist. My god, what are you doing?
“Wait. Don’t go…please.” You awkwardly grinned. He stood there puzzled.
“Well, if it’s ok with you.” he faked laughed and sat back down. There was a awkward silence. You couldn’t help but look at him, he looked so damn cute and fine all at the same time. It was like something was oozing out of him. He noticed you looking at him and you looked away. “Well, nice place you got here.” He awkwardly looked around trying to avoid your stares.  “Hey do you want…”
“Do you want to make out?” you interrupted him. Oh my god, what are you saying?  Your face flushed when you realized what you just asked.  “Uh, uh… I mean. No that’s not what I was trying to say. I was…” you got cut off as Jason leaned in to kiss you. This time it was for real, he wrapped his arms around your waist to pull you closer. You wrapped your arms around his neck and dug your fingers into his soft black hair. You separated for a bit taking a breather from the passionate kiss.
“You’re cute you know that?”
“I guess”. You said trying to catch your breath. Your mind was spinning with all sorts of thoughts. You were tempted with his stare, his grip, his eyes, his smell, everything.
“Can you make me forget?”
“Forget what?”
“Everything. I want to let go. For once.” Jason ran his fingers through your hair.
“I can do anything for you”
“Anything?”
“Anything.” He said assured.
“Prove it…” Jason pressed his lips against yours slowly building up the heat. You ran your hands down his back to pull off his shirt. He pulled you on top of him and pulled your hips towards him. You straddled yourself on him and ran your hand down his back to take off his shirt.
“No wait.” You stopped him once again.  “I…I…” you couldn’t look away from his calm and sincere smile. It was like he was speaking so good to you without saying a word. “Oh god.” You kissed him back and making your way down his neck. He pushed you away and you arched your back as he pulled off your top and unclasped your bra. He slowly caressed your arms and making his way down your chest. He kneaded your breasts as you try to cover your moan. His hands slid down your stomach and reach inside your pants. You grabbed his wrist before his hand dug deeper inside of you.  You wanted to forget, you wanted to forget about your feelings. How only a few can encounters make you feel the way you did? You want to forget, even if it’s one night. Sorry Jason, this has to be done. You got goose bumps and you could barely hold on to his shoulders as he ignored you plea and continued to go deeper. His other hand ran up your side and reached your head gripping your hair. He jerked you back and bit your chin.
“Are you sure you want to do this?”
“I’m sure.”
“There is no guarantee that I will spare you.”
“Then don’t.” Jason smiled and pulled you close. He wrapped his arms around you as you wrapped your legs around his waist. He easily carried you towards the bedroom. The two of you tossed in the sheets becoming quite demanding. Jason followed your demands but you had to follow his. You didn’t want to stop, you want to go as long as you had the energy. You finally had a chance to go on top of him and began to ride him your hands sliding up and down his chest.  You closed your eyes and just want to go deep in this night of ecstasy and pure sin.  Jason squeezed your butt firmly as you were riding, he rose up and held on to you tightly.  You held onto him too as you dug your nails deep into his muscular back. You felt his hot breath by your ear, you dug your nails deeper as into his muscular back.  Jason wasn’t playing nice anymore as he began to bite the side of your neck. You pushed him down away from you and reached the climax. You wanted to feel numb and forget everything. You wanted more time but there wasn’t.    It was finally morning, you exhausted all your energy. Your whole body felt sore and you could barely lift your head up. Jason was right, he didn’t spare you. You managed to turn around to see Jason sitting on the bed massaging the side of his neck. You noticed the scratches all over his back, your hand barely reached his back trying to rub the scratches.
“Jason, I did this to you?”
“Don’ worry. I’m fine.” He turns around squeezing your hand. “I did equal damage to you.” you let out a sigh and buried your head into the pillow with your back turned. You felt his hands rub your back slowly.
“Jason, I’m sorry.”
“Sorry for what? I don’t regret anything that happened last night.”
“You don’t?”
“Nope.” He kiss up your spine and reached the back of your neck. He felt his hot breath against your ear and let out a sigh.
“Jason….”
“Call me Jae-ki. Just Jae-ki.”
“You can call me Nats.”
“I’ve already been calling you that.”
“Since when?”
“Since last night.” You both began to laugh. He suddenly turns you around gives you a deep kiss leaving your breathless. “You know, I have to be honest. Last night was my first time so….”
“It was mine too.”
“But we didn’t use a condom”
“I’m on birth control, Jason smirks “For my period silly.”
“You made it worth it. I still have some energy if you want to…” you rolled your eyes and tried to change the subject.
“So Jae-ki, what does your name mean anyway?”
“It means resurgence. Rising, rising to the top.”
“That’s a nice name. Now get off me I have to get ready.”
“No babe, I think you need to stay home today.”
“WHY?”
“You are hot mess, it’s better for you to stay. I’ll let Ms. Lee know and I’ll grab any homework from our classes. Can I come over later to check up on you?” you shrug your shoulders and cover your face with your blanket. Jason chuckles and he left. You slowly get up from your bed and head towards the bathroom. Jason was right, you were a hot mess. Your hair was all over the place and you leaned closer to the mirror and noticed multiple hickeys on your neck and bruises down your arms. You step back from the mirror and saw some bite mark as well. He really got you good. Too bad you couldn’t see all the damage you cause him. Looks like all those late night tumblr browsing paid off.
“Holy shit! Damn Nats, why did you do this?” you asked yourself in the mirror. Continuing to look at your body. You turn around to look at your back and you can recall his hands touching your back. You felt good, you couldn’t wipe the smile off your face. . “I can’t believe I did what I did.” You gazed upon your reflection. “Well I always wanted to do it with a kpop star but this is close enough right? You shook your head in disbelief on what you said. You continued to look at your reflection still smiling. “God, I feel so, so dirty.” You closed your eyes and images of that night popped into your mind.  “No I don’t. It was so amazing. And it’s not like I did it with a stranger. We are kinda friends so it’s not a one night stand is?” you contemplated a bit on your question but really couldn’t find an answer.” I DON’T CARE! I LIKED IT! I WOULD DO IT AGAIN!” you exclaimed in front of the mirror. Your thighs were throbbing making it difficult to stand. ”Damnit, Jason. You’re an asshole.” You stumbled your way back into bed trying not to make a big deal about what happened last night. IT was an accident really, sometimes stuff like this happens. It’s really not a big deal…right?
Two days have passed since you didn’t go to school. Jason came to check up on you and took care of you. You saw massive hickeys on his neck and some bruises too but he told you that he had to pretend to be sick and cover it with a scarf. It was the third day of you not going to school but luckily you have caught up with your homework. You decided to talk a short walk, you can finally showed your face now that the hickeys and bruises are pretty much gone. You open your door and inhaled the fresh air. It felt so nice, resting was the best thing you have ever done.  You closed your eyes and stretched continuing to inhale the fresh hair until you hear a honk of a horn.
“Hey! Get in the car. HEY!” the honking continues interrupting your relaxation.
“Ugh, what do you want?” you open your eyes to see it was Ryeowook sitting in a nice silver convertible.
“Get in the car right now!”
“I don’t want to.” Ryeowook steps out of the car marching towards you, you tried to make a run for it but to be pulled away towards the car.
“What are you doing? Are you kidnapping me?”
“YES!” he opens the passenger door and pushes you to get inside. He slams the door and hurriedly gets inside. He was speeding like crazy, you tried to ask what is going on but he didn’t say anything. You noticed that you were leaving the city, the road started to get familiar. You and Ryeowook finally pull up, you look at the window and to your surprise it was the hilltop. It was the same hilltop where the music video was filmed. Ryeowook got out of the car and opened the trunk. You got out as well to stretch once more and enjoy the scenery. You saw him holding a basket.
“I thought that maybe you and I could have a picnic?”
“Do I really have a choice? You forced me to come here in the first place.”
“I know you can’t say no.” Ryeowook slightly opens the basket and a delicious aroma came out from the basket.
“Alright you got me, let’s go.” Ryeowook reaches for your hand and clenched it tightly. The two of you found a nice spot under a tree to enjoy the picnic. You munched on sandwiches and this sushi looking thing called kimbap. Apparently it’s Korean made with rice and vegetables wrapped in dried seaweed. IT was delicious, you were surprised to know that Ryeowook made everything for the picnic himself. He tolerated every smart remark you made with a smile. He talked openly with you, you talked about his childhood to future goals. It was as if he forgot about what happened that day. It was getting late and he dropped you to your apartment. You turned the knob and were surprised that it wasn’t locked. You hurriedly went in inside and switched on the lights.
“SURPRISE!” Jason jumped in front of you and hugged you tightly. You couldn’t say a word as he suddenly carries you bridal style towards the bedroom.
“Yah, Jae-ki put me down!”
“I don’t wanna!”
“Please, I’m really tired.” Jason throws you on the bed. You land back first and Jason slowly climbs on top of you.
“You know how worried I was? I tried call you and you didn’t answer. And so I went to your place and left the door unlocked. I was worried, but I stayed and waited for you.”
“I’m sorry, I just wanted to go for a walk”
“Again with the apologies? I’m not mad at you, I’m just worried.”
“Jae-ki, what is our relationship?”
“Good question,” he gets off from top of you and plops next to you. “You know after I confessed to you I was honestly surprised on how you reacted. It was sudden but I didn’t regret what happened that night. It was amazing but I don’t want that night to be hanging over our heads like this. So will you be my girl?” your heart sank when he asked you this. He looked over at you and smiled. “You don’t have to answer me right away, I won’t force you but…he leans in closer to you. “I hope you say yes.” He leans closer to you almost reaching your lips but instead he kisses your nose. “Will you be in class tomorrow? You nodded. “Alright see you tomorrow.” He leaves and you are lying on your bed.
“UGH!!” you pound your fist against the mattress. “Damnit, what have I done? Ms. Lee, I’ll call her.” You left your room and headed towards the kitchen where your phone was sitting on the counter. You hurriedly dialed Ms Lee. And sat on top of the counter and dialing her number. Wait, you shouldn’t tell her about what happened with Jason. It’s really not that important.
“Hey Ms. Lee. I just called to let you know I’m ok”
“That’s good my dear. I was worried about you. Jason said you had a stomach bug didn’t feel like eating. Jason was good at making things up.
“Yea, it was really bad. It put me in bed but I feel well and rested.
“That’s good to hear. I’m glad there is someone who can take care of you.”
“Yea it was nice to get the help I needed.”
“Jason is really hands on did you know that?” oh you know that alright. You sure did know. “Oh Ryeowook asked about you to when you were gone.”
“Oh he did? Well he stopped by too and yea it was nice.” Ugh what a awkward conversation.
“Yea, well I will talk to you later. See you at school.”
“Ok bye.” Phew that was over. So awkward but whatever at least she doesn’t have to be worried. You were about to put your phone down when you got a message.  “I miss you already. I want you in my arms. ~Jae-ki~ you texted back. “How did you get my number?”  “Ms. Lee of course ” God, Jason is such a child. Your phone vibrates once again but it’s a text but from Ryeowook. “I had a great time today. I hope we can make more happy memories.” You wondered how he got your number and thought it may have been Ms. Lee again. She says one thing but she does something else? What is Ms. Lee trying to do?

~Next day at school~
It felt like the day couldn’t go any slower. Jason had the guts to sit next to you in your class and he tease the fuck out of you by rubbing your thighs and squeezing your hand under the table.  During your break, all 3 boys joined you in the nurse’s office to eat lunch and they even helped chores around the office. You noticed that Ryeowook was smiling more and he was more playful.  It was seeing a different side of him, it was pleasant. The day was almost over and the boys had to go and you decided to go home. You were walking towards the parking lot when a group of girls approached you.
“Hey you! You’re that girl who was in the J.R.M. music video right?”
“Um, yea that was me. I have stuff to do so no autographs.”
“Hmph” exclaimed the main girl with her frilly outfit. “An average girl with attitude, what a waste of a music video.”
“Who are you guys anyway?”
“We are the DREAMERS! J.R.M FIGHTING!” the group of girls said in unison and did a cutesy pose. “We are J.R.M’s fan club.”
“Since when was there a fan club?”
“Ugh this girl, the boys chose this girl over us and she is not even a true fan.” Snickered another girl.
“Ladies, the girl in the front who seemed to be the leader raised her hand. “Enough bickering, we here to warn you to stay away from the boys.”
“What the hell are you talking about?”
“Please, we noticed how Jason and Mason sit next to you in your class. We have seen all of you talking and laughing. It’s quite obvious.”
“What are you, stalkers?”
“NO, we are the DREAMERS! We are here to cheer and protect the boys from idiots like you.” she walks closer to you giving you a evil look. “We will NOT tolerate anyone who dares to hurt J.R.M. you got that?” you rolled your eyes at her remark, you could pound her in two seconds with her skinny frame. “I know I didn’t see you roll your eyes at me.” She pokes your shoulder hard.
“And what if I did.” You heard the other girls cheering her to start a fight, you clenched your fists ready if she did something.
“Hey, leave her alone.” You heard a voice in a distance and saw the girls getting giddy and excited. The leader turned around and got excited to see Ryeowook approaching.
“Oppa, I’m glad you are here. She is such a nuisance to you and the boys.”
“And what does that have to do with you?”
“But….”
“Just leave now and don’t bother her again do you understand?” the girls looked disappointed when Ryeowook confronted them. The leader motioned the girls to leave and she followed them. Ryeowook gave once last look at the girls before he came closer to you and patted your head.
“Are you ok? Those girls didn’t bother you too much did they?”
“No, I could pound those bitches in a heartbeat.”
“Ooo, an angry Natacha. I like it.”
“That’s right, you better watch out.” You poke his shoulder and he smiles.
“Are you busy?” you shake your head no. “Then let’s go somewhere.”
“Didn’t we hang out yesterday?”
“Yea, but I want to hang out with you again.”
“I have a life you know.”
“No you don’t. I know you don’t.”
“Who said?”
“Jason said.” Your heart sunk a little when hearing that.
“What else did he say?”
“That’s it. It’s nice that you have classes with them.  I want to see you more often too. ” He looks down from embarrassment and scratches the back of his head. “So let’s go.” You both got into your car and drove off. This was only the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
Days became weeks of pure enjoyment with the boys. Mason who was usually the quiet one even began to talk to you more. You were grateful to them when it came to homework and studying because not only were they talented, they were also very smart. Your hang out spot become the roof or the nurse’s office. The boys really started to open a lot more and they even told some stories of their childhood.
(Time to fast forward a bit). Today is your birthday and as a usual tradition you dress nice on your birthday. You wanted to spice it up a bit with a cute long sleeve lace dress which was shorter than the dresses you usually wear. You even decided to change your make up and do a cute pin up look with daring red lips. You got compliments all day, even Ms. Lee was curious on why you dressed so nice. You noticed in class that Jason wasn’t there and you didn’t even see Ryeowook all day. Ms. Lee cooked all sorts of delicious food for you and Mason gave a cute panda bear.  Your classes were over and you headed towards your car and noticed a note on your windshield.  “Come find me up in the sky… R.”  R, must be Ryeowook. Looks like he might be on the roof top. Crap, you weren’t going to walk back towards the school. You hoped into your car and drove to the front of the school and up to the roof. You look around a bit and noticed a small red box with a note underneath.  You open the box and it was empty, you were a bit upset at the empty box and read the second note. “Come find me with nature.”  You contemplated and realized that it was the park Ryeowook was hinting. You hurriedly left the roof and drove to the nearest park by your school. You search around and saw a note taped to a bench flapping in the wind. You saw a larger red box sit as well and again there was nothing inside. “Come find me where the smiles are endless.” You had trouble trying to figure it out, you noticed a flyer taped on a light pole. It was a flyer for the amusement park that had to be what Ryeowook was suggesting. You saw that the sun was setting, shouldn’t the amusement park be dying down? You reached the amusement park and were surprised to that it was completely abandoned. You got out from your car and passed the admission and tried to look for Ryeowook. Suddenly you hear a voice from an intercom.
“To the beautiful young lady in the red dress, please meet your party by the Ferris wheel straight ahead.”
“What the hell? Alright then, the Ferris wheel it is.” You said to yourself as you made your way to Ferris wheel which was luckily not a long walk. You were in awe to see that the Ferris wheel was lit up, it was so pretty.  You looked up admiring the shimmering green Ferris wheel until your eyes were blocked.
“Guess who?” said the mysterious voice.
“Ryeowook?”
“Haha, that’s right.” He uncovered your eyes and came from behind you and gave you a hug.
“Happy Birthday! I know this is a bit grand but I reserved the amusement park just for you.”
“Ryeowook, this is crazy. This IS grand but I like it.”
“I’m glad you do, so birthday girl what do you want to do first?”
“Oh I don’t know. Whatever is ok.” He smiled and you both looked arms as you skipped through the amusement park looking for stuff to do. You went on the merry go round and countless other rides, you just wanted to have fun. Ryeowook gave you cotton candy to munch on as he forcefully pulled you to sit down. You continued to munch on your cotton candy as Ryeowook was catching his breathe.
“Geez, you have a lot of energy. Aren’t you tired?” you shook your head no continuing to eat your cotton candy. He yanked your cotton candy away to grab your attention.
“Hey, I was eating that!”
“No more cotton candy, you will go on a sugar high.”
“Wah, I want to be on a sugar high.” You tried to reach for the cotton candy only for Ryeowook to pull away from you even more. He tossed the cotton candy right into the trash can next to him.
“HEY!! I WAS EATING THAT! NOT COOL DUDE!” you crossed your arms and let out a huff.
“Are you saying that cotton candy was better than this?” he pulls a red box out of his pocket.
“Is it another empty box?” you snickered.
“Look for yourself.” You take the box out of his hand and slowly opened it. IT was trinket bracelet! It was silver with many dangling charms, there was a music note, cupcake, cute animals, and to your surprise you saw the letters N.A.T.S.
“It’s beautiful! I LOVE IT!” you squeal as you pulled the bracelet out of the box and tried to put the bracelet on. Ryeowook chuckled and helped you put on the bracelet.
“I’m glad you like it. Hey let’s go to the photo booth and take some pictures!”
“Ok!” you jump up in excitement and latched onto Ryeowook’s arm as you hurriedly went to the photo booth. You did a variety of poses with him but ended up doing aegyo towards the end. You collected your pictures and headed out still latched to his arm. He walked you towards your car, there was a awkward silence as you stood beside your car thinking of something to say.
“Well, I had a great time.” He finally broke the silence.
“Me too, this was a great birthday present.”
“Nats,  I really enjoy the times we have spent together.”
“Me too.”
“Well I got to go, I’ll see you at school.”
“Ok, see you and thank you again for this awesome present.” You opened your arms for a hug and he hugged you back. You pulled back from the hug and noticed he was blushing a bit.
“Bye.” Those words could barely leave your lips as you hop into your car and drove home. You smiled the entire way back reminiscing the good time you had with Ryeowook.  You were thrilled to be with Ryeowook and happy that your relationship with him has gotten better. But you blocked any other feelings that came at you, you just wanted to enjoy the time that you had with him and the twins and THAT’S IT!  You pulled up to your apartment and slowly making your way towards the door clenching on your panda bear and your purse with the pictures. You opened the door and suddenly saw the flickering of a candle. You switched on the light to see Jason holding a cake in his hand walking towards you.
“Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday Dear Nats, Happy Birthday to you.” he happily sang to you holding the birthday. “Hurry up and make a wish.” You tightly close your eyes and blew the candle. “YAY!” Jason cheered as he put icing on your nose.
“Aish, don’t do that.” You laughed as you wiped the icing off your nose. 
“Happy Birthday pretty lady!”
“Where were you? How come you weren’t in class?”
“I was preparing your gift. Do you want to see it?” you smiled excitedly as Jason places the cake at the coffee table. He grabs your hand and asks you to sit on the couch. You tossed your stuff to the side and noticed that Jason was wearing a slick black suit. You have to admit, he looked damn fine. “Hey, I see you checking me out.” You giggled as he pulled out his Iphone and placed it on the table. He stood and posed in front of you.  Music started to play, it sounded very familiar. (Usher: Nice and Slow) Jason slowly gets into the music being played. His body was like water, every movement so fluid and beautiful. Your eyes were glued to him as he popped and locked right in front of you. His expression would go from cute, innocent, eager, sexy, to just plain umph. He grinned at you as he took off his jacket and threw it at you. You just smiled and continued to watch with awe. His dance moves started to get more intense as he runs his hand down his chest and does a body roll. He bit his lip as he slowly unbuttons his shirt, you cover your eyes only to peek through your fingers to see he was shirtless. You couldn’t help but watch and your heart jumped as he placed his hand on his belt and thrusted right in front of you. You covered your eyes as the song was finally over. You could hear him catching his breathe.
“Hey what is this? Hey don’t do that ok?” you could hear his voice close to you as he grabs your hands to uncover your eyes. He managed to pull away easily but you tightly closed your eyes.
“Don’t! Just don’t ok.” You hear him laughing.
“Don’t do what? Don’t you like your present?” you quickly open your eyes a bit surprised on how close he was.
“This was my present?” you could see his face tensing after saying that.
“Why, you don’t like it? I spent all day preparing this dance for you.” he pouts and you couldn’t help but smile. This dude knows how to charm the crap out of you.
“I, I really liked it Jaeki. It was so good, I didn’t think you were so talented.”
“Jeongmal? (Really), you like it? I’m so glad.” he steps away from you standing tall right in front of you. You had to catch your breath as you looked down his body and were amazed at his eye catching mermaid line. He notices you again and he boldly licks his thumb and traces it down his body. You looked away as he snickered. “Ugh wow, it’s pretty hot in here.” You can hear him unbuckle his belt, you tried to look away but you couldn’t resist. He easily pulls down his pants and he was sporting a tight red boxer briefs. He cups your face and leans close to you but pulls away.
“So, my birthday present is basically…”
“Right in front of you. I’m all yours.” He steps back further biting his lower lip continuing to touch his chiseled body. He is walking backwards towards the hall which would lead to the bedroom. He pauses and smiles. “You’ll know where to find me.” He winks, turns around, and wiggles his cute butt and calmly walks down the hall and into your room.
“Fuck!” you said to yourself. You clenched your chest as your heart was pounding. You remember what you thought earlier have enjoying your time with the group. Your mind wandered off a bit until you hear a loud groan coming from your bedroom and you saw the red boxer brief flying out from your room. “Mother father…” you quickly stood up hurriedly unzipping your dress and ran towards the hallway unclasping your bra and yanking down your panties. You rushed towards your room but stopped right by the door way, catching your breathe. You see Jason just casually lying on your bed looking with his arms behind his head looking at the ceiling. He lifts his head slightly to clearly look at you, he eyes you up and down and licks his lips.
“I. FUCKING. HATE. YOU!” you put emphasis on each word as you spoke. Jason without saying a word smiled and motioned you to come to him. You growled and jumped onto the bed. As for how your night went, well it was hot, steamy, loud, frustrating and your room became a whole lot messier after that night. You woke up tired as hell but felt something around your neck. You looked down and saw a diamond heart pendant around your neck. You saw a note on your night stand (actually what is left of it). “You’re amazing!  I hope you like your gift. Love; Your Jaeki.” “My Jaeki? Really? Is he really mine?” you asked yourself puzzled. What was your relationship with him anyways? Friends with benefits? You couldn’t help by chuckle when thinking about that. “No, it can’t just be that can it? We are all good friends aren’t we? Ugh, why are relationships so complicated?” you huffed and dug your fingers into your hair. Your phone begins to flash and vibrate, you glance over and noticed it was Ms. Lee calling.
“Hi Ms. Lee!”
“Hi sweetie! How was your birthday?”
“It was good, I had a good time (a hell of a good time)”
“I’m glad. Ok listen, can you some to school and help with our set up?”
“What set up?
“Oh they didn’t tell you?  The boys are going to set up a concert for the end of the school year. So we are setting up for their performance, we need help setting up the stage, props, and even styling their outfits. I was thinking you could help them with that since you know them well. So can you come?
“Yea no problem.”
“Great, see you then.” You slowly got up from your bed still a bit groggy but your mind started to fill up with ideas on what the boys can wear. You were excited to help out with the boys in such a big way.
You made it to the auditorium where there was a stage set up, it looked amazing. You saw people bustling around holding props and talking amongst each other. You saw some girls coming towards you.
“Hi. Are you Natacha?” you nodded. “Great, we are part of the styling team. We have sketched some designs for J.R.M to wear, can you look it over?” wow, they actually got fashion majors to make their clothes. Impressive indeed. You followed the girls towards the table set up, you carefully looked at the fabric, studs, and designs. You enjoyed a good laugh with the other girls in the process. You were full confidant on what you chose and the other girls agreed on your picks. You were in full concentration mode until you were interrupted by squeals, you turn around to see the boys bowing and saying hi. They did their official introduction (which was the first time you saw it) and they waved at all of you. Jason even managed to look over at you and give you a quick wink. You couldn’t help but blush a little, that little charmer. 
“Hey guys, thank you so so so much for all your help. I know it’s not going to be easy but it’s going to be epic!” exclaimed Jason.
“We will looking each table and see what you guys have come with.” Mason added.
“And again thanks for all the hard work.” Finished Ryeowook. Everyone around you hurriedly when back to their tables and diligently worked. You continued in discussing outfits for the show, your nose flared a bit as you recognized a familiar scent. Jason was super close to you eying some of the designs that were chosen. He smiled enthusiastically at what he saw. You managed to look in front of you to see Ryeowook and Mason looking at some props that were going to be used and Ryeowook looked up and smiled slightly. He was truly good a multi-tasking, he was looking at the props while giving directions to helpers on what to do next while still talking to Mason. It was actually quite funny to watch. Jason left your table and followed the others continuing to make their rounds at each table. The other girls tensed up a bit as they saw that hideous leader from the fanclub walking around like an idiot with a paint tray. You made eye contact with her but looked away. You coming up with some different outfits when a huge splash of paint covered some of the designs and stained your clothes.
“Hey! What’s your problem? Our designs our ruined!”
“Oops, sorry. Clumsy me!” ugh stupid idiot.
“Oh my god, thank god these are just copies I have the real designs in my portfolio.” Exclaimed one girl, you all let out a sigh of relief. “Natacha, are you ok?”
“Yea I’m fine. I’ll just be back.” you gave the clumsy idiot a glare before heading off to the bathroom. You tried your best to wash off the paint from your clothes but no luck. You were lucky enough to get some of the paint off your skin. You know that bitch did it on purpose, you splash your face with water and noticed the idiot was back with her clique.
“Having trouble with that paint? Do you want us to help you?” you shook your head no. You wiped your face and tried to make it to the door. The other girls blocked your way.
“Please get out of my way. There is a lot of work that needs to be done.” the leader slowly approaches you noticing your necklace and the bracelet. She tightly grabs your wrist, you tried to let go but no luck.
“My, my. What do we have here? Nice bracelet. It looks very expensive.” Another girl walks up to you touching your necklace. “Oh my, are those real diamonds? Aren’t we special? SPECIAL MY ASS.” The leader pushes you aside, you stop yourself from falling by holding on the sink counter. “Just who you think you are?” one girl asks pushing your shoulder. “How DARE you get close to our boys like that. They are even giving you gifts, you probably desperate to get their attention. “You tried to remain calm knowing that you are outnumbered there is no point of fighting them. They must follow the boys around to know that you got your stuff from them. But you wondered if they followed them EVERYWHERE they go. “What’s the matter, are you not going to fight?” the girls grabbed you by the shoulders and pushed you inside a bathroom stall. “You are no longer needed, thanks for making our boys look fabulous but we will take over from here.” You tried to turn the knob but no luck, it looks like they locked you in somehow. You stood there in silence trying to figure out a way to get out to be startled with a splash of ice cold water. “Have a nice shower!” you hear the girls laughing from the outside, there was a sudden silence as you were all alone in the bathroom. You tried smacking the door but it wouldn’t budge. You tried to crawl under the door but the distance was too narrow for you to slide, you even tried to climb over the stall but it was too tall. You wanted to call for someone but realized that you left your phone at the table with the others. You desperately called out for help, it felt like hours passed by.
“Nats, where are you?” you hear a voice. You bang on the door as hard as you can.
“I’m here! Please help me!” you continue to bang on the door when it suddenly opens, you almost fell but to be caught. You held on to the saver’s arms tightly.
“It’s ok baby. I’m right here.” You look up and it was Jason who saved you. You held on to him even tighter. “Come on, let’s go home.”
“Home? What about all the work?”
“Don’t worry about it. You look like a hot mess, you need to change. I’m taking you to my place.”
“What?” you push him away. “I just want to go home.” He pets your head in reassurance.
“Babe, I don’t trust those girls at all. They are creepy as it is and I don’t want them to follow you around. Here, give me your keys and I’ll Mason to bring your car back to our place. We go in one car anyway so it will be a thrill to drive on his own.”
“Did Ryeowook look for me at all?”
“No, he was too busy with all the set up and stuff.” you were a bit disappointed hearing that. Jason dug into your pocket to grab your keys.
“Don’t move, I’ll be back in flash.” He sprints out the door.
“Don’t forget my phone.” You shout as he leaves. You were praying to God that he would hurry before someone sees you like this. With a blink of an eye Jason comes back for you giving his hoodie to you.
“Put this on and try to cover your face. There is a back way to get out of here.” You nodded and followed his directions. You hurriedly ran down the opposite away and were out the door and before you know it, you arrived at twin’s home. It was a simple one story house but it looked very nice. You both sprinted inside both letting out a sigh of relief. “Ok, don’t move.” Jason goes to another room and comes back with some folded clothes. “There is a bathroom on the left, go change take a shower and change. I promise my clothes are clean.”
“Yea but…”
“No buts, now go. I’m going to have dinner ready.” He pushes you and you headed toward the bathroom. You had one eye looking at the bathroom door as you were showering just to see if Jason decides to barge in since he had his tendencies. Instead you were distracted by the aroma from the kitchen. You quickly finished your shower and spritz on some of Jason’s cologne on you (Gucci Guilty which smells amazing) since there was nothing else. Jason’s clothes were baggy but comfy as you rushed towards the kitchen to see the kitchen table full of food. The dishes didn’t look familiar to you but you could tell they were Korean. Jason took off his pink apron and you both ate the scrumptious meal, minus the small scolding of Jason on not holding your chopsticks properly. He even taught you some Korean but you were more interested in learning the cuss words. After dinner, you both went to living room and Jason brought some old photo albums. You were enjoying the funny stories each picture held, it was nice to see the other side of Jason. He was more calm and sincere, his eyes sparkled when reminiscing each picture. You tried to stop him when he skipped over the naked baby picture but he ignored you. You had to stop him when you saw him and Mason wearing cute hanboks!
“Oh my GOD!” you squealed. “This is SO CUTE!”
“Oh my GOD!” he mimicked you. “Thanks, this was taken when we were a year old. It’s a Korean tradition to celebrate when a child is 100 days.” You couldn’t help but admire the picture. You loved the smiling boys with the puffy cheeks.
“Hey. What happened to those puffy cheeks?” you slightly turned and poked his cheek. He grabbed your finger and bit it. “Ouch!”
“So silly. I gained muscle instead.” He flexed showing off his bicep. You eagerly reached over and gave it a squeeze.
“Hm, not bad. But I have seen better.”
”Psh, no you haven’t.” your face tensed a bit when saying that because you know what he said was true. “You know it’s true. Did you know I can read minds?”
“Really?” you raised an eyebrow. “What am I thinking?”
“You are thinking about how irresistible I am right now and you are trying hard to control yourself.”
“Pft, as if.” You ignore his claim and turned your back towards him. You squeaked as you felt his warm hands wrap around your waist placing his chin on your shoulder.
“Did I ever tell you how cute you are?”
“No you don’t tell me enough.”
“Hey, don’t act spoiled.”
“Jae-ki, why are you so different?
“What do you mean?
“I mean like you are different from a typical Asian.” He pitched your waist.
“Ya, now you are comparing me to a FOB?”
“No, I mean like you are different from what I used to see. Like you seem so, carefree.”
“You’re right, I have always been carefree since I was kid but I was always scolded. This motivated me to work hard.”
“That’s really good.”
“Yea it is but no one really taught me to be the true person I am today. I had to figure out who am I on my own. I had no helped.”
“Wow, just like me.  Even though I appear studious, there is a part of me who wants to be free.”
“Yea, it feels like you are…trapped.” You both say in unison. He turns you around and smiles. “But one thing has been bothering me a bit.”
“What?”
“The night I confessed to you, you told me that you wanted to forget. There was sadness in your eyes.”
“Oh, well…” your voice trailed off.
“Hey,” he cupped your face and stroked your face.  “Tell me. I’m right here. What bothered you that day?” you took a deep breath and told him the details on what happened during the music video. You didn’t tell him about Ryeowook’s kiss, you really didn’t want to ruin the moment. You could tell Jason’s sincerity when you told him the story. He was actively listened and you loved it. When you finished, he hugged you tightly. “If it weren’t for Hyung, you wouldn’t be here. It must have been so hard for you.” he hugged you tighter almost making it hard to breathe. “I was so worried about you. I’m glad you are ok and in my arms, but…” he pulls away. “How in the FUCK were you so good at…that?” he looked away and blushed.
“Um, I should ask you the same thing.” You wiggle your eyebrow.
“Hey, those late night tumblr browsing really paid off right?” you slapped his arm and laughed.
“So tell me, how many porn blogs do you follow?”
“Why would I tell you that? It’s all up here.” Jason proudly points at his head. “I don’t have a dirty mind, I have a sexy imagination!” you busted out laughing, Jason joining you. He suddenly grabs you and kisses you.
“Mmph.” You push him away. “Do you have to be so physical every time I see you?”
“There is never a certain “time” to be intimate. I just go with the flow. Just like how we are.”
“How we are?” you were puzzled.
“Yea we both go with flow and magic happens every time.  We don’t need a title for what we have right? Although it would be nice to make you mine officially.” he did have point there, do you really have to have a title to be with someone? Can’t you just have fun and go with the flow? You noticed a bright headlights from the living room window.  “Looks like Mason is here, go to my room and pretend you are asleep.”
“I think it’s better for me to go home.”
“No way, it’s late anyway. Now go. Second door to your left.”
 He shooed you away as you jolted to his room and closed the door. You scanned his room and were surprise how clean it was. His bed was made, his desk was organized, and you were surprised to see his bookshelf full of literature, philosophy, and manga. You grabbed one and started to read it. Jason texted to you to just rest and stay over. He told Mason that you were asleep and didn’t want to be bothered. Your head started to feel heavy, so you rested your head on Jason’s bed. It was nice and soft, you started to feel sleepy so you tried to sleep. You weren’t fully asleep as you heard Jason slowly opening the door and trying to tip toe into his room. You could hear the ruffle of clothing and you couldn’t help but giggle when he stripped down to his bright yellow sponge bob square pants boxers.
“I heard that.” He sneered.
“You are such a child. Since when were you into literature and philosophy?”
“Since I could remember, I’m not just a love machine you know.” You saw him grabbing a blanket from his closet and setting it on the floor.
“Does Mason know you are here?”
“Na, he took his dinner into his room and said he was going to rest. So once he’s in his room he won’t come out.” He plops down on the blanket trying to get comfortable.
“Are you going to sleep on the floor?”
“Yea , you had a rough day. You need to rest.” You smiled and gently patted the bed
“Well if you put it that way.” He jolts and jumps onto the bed. “This bed is a bit small so yea, I hope you don’t mind being close.”
“I don’t mind,” you move in closer to Jason, placing your forehead against his. “Jason, what are we exactly?”
“Two people who understand each other and don’t give a damn about anything else.”
“Sounds good to me.” You smile as Jason kisses your temple.
“Hey Nats…”
“Mm?”
“Saranghae.” You knew it was a Korean word but he didn’t teach it to you. You just smiled and closed your eyes.
Jason woke you up earlier than usual so you could go home without bothering Mason. You immediately headed off to bed. Your rest was interrupted with a text saying classes were canceled for the day. You were happy but you not happy enough to finish your rest. You wanted to have a lazy day so you decided to re watch some of your favorite anime. You were enjoying yourself before you got a text.
“Hey, just wanted to see if you were ok. ~~Ryeowook~~.
“Hey! I’m fine, thanks for asking.”
“That’s good then. J
“Hey I have a question.”
“?”
“What does Saranghae mean?” he delayed a bit in response.
“It mean I love you in Korean. Where did you learn that?”
“I have started watching Korean dramas and I heard that word.” You lied, Jason said that to you last night. But did he mean it in a sweet and friendly way or was it more.”
“Lol ok. Saranghae is the more passionate form of saying it. Mostly used by couples.  Used by couples huh? So if Jason said that, is he claiming that you two are a couple? No way, he doesn’t like titles anyway.
“So you would say that to your special person right?”
“Yep, it would definitely be with my girlfriend. Whoever she may be.”
“Hey I know this is random but I’m curious. Would you do anything with a girl before you asked them to be your girlfriend?” you wanted to investigate on Ryeowook’s character a bit.
“If you mean anything as in THAT then NO FREAKING WAY! That’s sin.” Wow he responded really quickly to that.
“Sin?’
“Yea I mean doing that stuff before marriage isn’t right. You have to be protect a girl’s dignity.”
“Are you Catholic or something?”
“Yep, J it’s a big part of my life. I wouldn’t do anything bold with a girl like that, I probably wouldn’t even kiss her.” Oh really, then what about that day where he…ok time to dig further.
“Oh really? Then what about that one day?’
“??”
“You don’t remember? :0 .”
“What are you talking about?” what the hell? Did he forget the day you punched him because he kissed you? This is too weird.
“That one time where I punched you in the eye.”
“Lmao, I think you need to rest more.”
“Wth?”
“Lol, anyways do you want to hang out on Friday?”
“Yea sure.”
“Ok see you then.”
Wow ok, he made you feel like a complete idiot. How can he forget what happened that day? You didn’t forget it so why did he? Weird.
~Friday afternoon~
Ryeowook texted to you to meet him at a Korean style coffee shop which was part of a whole plaza full of Asian shops. You decided to go a bit early to explore, it was nice to see young couples shopping around and families eating together. There was sense of happiness and tranquil. The sun started to set and still no sign of him, you awkwardly stood outside the café looking out for him. The twins were busy with their upcoming concert so you didn’t want to bother them.  You noticed people leaving the café, looks like it was going to close soon. You were getting angry, did he set you up? Did he get caught in something? If he did then why didn’t he text or call you. You didn’t want to wait anymore, so you slowly headed towards your car until you got a phone call.
“Hello?”
“Nats,” Jason’s voice was raspy and panicky.
“Jaeki, what’s wrong?”
“It’s, it’s…Ryeowook.”
“WHAT HAPPENED!?”
“He got into an accident. He’s in the hospital. Come, hurry!”
“OH my god!” you started to panic. You rushed into your car and speeded your way to the hospital. You saw Mason standing by the emergency entrance, you quickly followed him to the room to see Ryeowook hooked up in an IV with his eyes closed. Mason pulled you out of his room, trying to calm you down.
“He was walking across a street like normal when a car hit him. He was knocked out and the car didn’t even stop.
“I can’t believe this, who could have done this?” your hands were trembling, Mason wrapped his arm around your shoulder.
“I have no idea. The police are investigating it.” You suddenly heard Jason panting down the hall and rushing into Ryeowook’s room. He started to cry when he saw him.
“Who did this?” he asked Mason, Mason just shaking his head. “I’m gonna kill the asshole who did this.” He aggressively punched the wall continuously until you and Mason got up to stop him. He started to sob, you tried hard to hold your tears. Jason was on floor crying his eyes out, you tried hard to make him look at you and he wouldn’t. You wrapped your arms tightly around him to comfort him. Your sleeves were getting wet from all his tears. You noticed the doctor with a nurse going into Ryeowook’s room, you looked up and saw that Ryeowook was awake.
“Jaeki, looks like he’s awake!” he jolted up and rushed into his room. You and Mason followed inside. Ryeowook was awake but definitely weak, the doctor asked him to sit up and Ryeowook’s face cringed in pain.
“Doctor, what happened? Is he going to be ok?”
“Well, he has a severe fracture on his leg. The thing we were most concerned was blood clotting in and around the brain and thankfully it didn’t happen. He needs several weeks of recovery and physical therapy. “
“Doctor, we have a concert coming up. Do you think he will be ok by then?” Mason asked.
“It is not for certain, he must not put any pressure on that leg if he wants to heal. Is there anybody who can sign some documents?” Mason and Jason followed the doctor and left the room. Ryeowook was able to croak a smile.
“Hey, I’m so sorry about today.” His voice shuddered.  
“It’s ok Ryeowook. I’m just glad you are ok.”
“Yea but I really wanted us to have a good time. It’s all my fault.” You gently patted his hand.
“Save your energy and get better ok?”
“Will you come visit me?”
“Of course, now rest ok?” he nodded and closed his eyes.
 
Weeks pasted and Ryeowook was slowly recovering. You were right there for him when he had to go through excruciating physical therapy. It became a routine for you to go to class and go straight to the hospital. You did receive texts from Jason but you never had a chance to respond due to your busy schedule.
“Nats, I really miss you. I know you are busy but PLEASE DON”T IGNORE.” Read one of the text by Jason. You couldn’t help it, you were so busy with Ryeowook. It hurt you when you would see him go through physical therapy. He had no one, there was no one to take care of him. The twins were busy with the concert and school. Ms. Lee had her own things, it’s the least you could do.
It was another day like usual, you just arrived home from the hospital. You got out from your car and noticed someone pacing back and forth in front of your door. You got closer and it was Mason.
“Mason, what are you doing here?”
“Natacha, I need to talk to you.”
“Come inside.”
“No need.” He brushed your offer with such attitude. “Do you have ANY idea on what you’ve done?”
“What are you talking about?”
“You are torturing them. JUST STOP ALREADY!” he yelled straight into your face. He continues to pace back and forth with clenched fist.
“Mason, stop moving around. You grab his shoulders.  What is going on?”
“You don’t think I know? I KNOW EVERYTHING! Even if he doesn’t tell me I know what you did with my brother.”
“Did he tell you?”
“He doesn’t have to.  No matter how much he covers shit up, I still know.”
“Look, it’s not what you think.”
“You fucked things up! Do you think everything he did was just for fun? He was trying to win you over! THIS WHOLE TIME! You already won his heart, you caused so much damage.”
“I didn’t do anything, we are just friends ok. Nothing serious.”
“Nothing serious? To him it’s everything! He’s really into you Natacha, and you are hurting Ryeowook too.”
“How am I doing that?”
“Don’t let his shyness fool you. He likes you, he likes you SO MUCH! But he has trouble telling you, he is shyer in his approach. On the day of the accident, he was holding a box in his hand. It was a ring box, he wanted to give you a couple ring. He wanted to ask you to be his girl.”
“Oh my god, are you saying he got into the accident because of me?”
“Look, all I’m saying is that you have cause enough damage. And I’m afraid our bond is going to get hurt because of you.”
“Because of me? How dare you accuse me! It’s not my fault.”
“JUST FIX IT OK!” he screamed. “I can’t see my brother and my best friend being played like this. They don’t understand this American style relationship, so just don’t ok.” He slightly pushed you and he left. You went inside with tears in your eyes. Is it really your fault?
The next day, you headed straight to the hospital. You were going to talk to Ryeowook about the whole situation. You liked what you had and that’s it. You arrived at his room as he was eating the nasty hospital food. His face cringed with every bite making you laugh.
“Oh hey, come sit.” Ryeowook pulls the chair next to his bed.
“How’s your leg?”
“Much better, I can walk like normal but nothing more than that.” He sighed in disappointment.
“Hey, it’s a good start right?”
“Yea I guess. Oh Natacha, I need to tell you something.” your heart skipped a beat.
“What’s up?” he reaches under his pillow and pulls out a box. It must be the box Mason was telling you about.
“This is a gift I wanted to give to you much later but I really can’t wait anymore.” He opens the box and you see a black ring with Minnie mouse ears.  “Do you like it? Give me your hand.” You hesitated but he pulled your left hand and slid the ring onto your finger. “Hey it fits nicely.”
“Ryeowook, what does this mean?”
“Isn’t it obvious? I want you to be mine.” you attempted to take off the ring but Ryeowook grabbed your wrist. “What are you doing? Never take it off!”
“I can’t take this. I just can’t.” you look away trying not to look into Ryeowook’s eyes. You got chills as you felt his hand slowly go up your arm.
“Hey don’t be upset ok. I’ll get better and we can hang out a lot after graduation. We have plenty of time.”
“No, it’s not that. You don’t deserve a girl like me.” He yanks your arm, you were close to him, really close.
“What makes you say that? You know I didn’t forget the time when you punched me. It was one of the happiest memories of my life. But I felt like I didn’t it right that day, so I want to make it up.” He leans towards you, and pressed his lips against yours. It was soft and gentle, you gripped onto the bed trying to resist temptation. Your hand was trying to reach his face when…
“Nats, Hyung…” you both pull away and turn around to see Jason and Mason. Jason looked distraught clenching his fists. He tried to leave the room but Mason grabbed him and shook his head.
“So this what you were doing this whole time? Kissing people? IS THAT WHAT IT IS?” he raised his voice, Mason grabbing his shoulder to calm him down. He pushed his hand away and jolted towards the bed. “You! How could you!?”
“Jason, why are you acting like this?” Ryeowook asked with concerned. Jason ignored Ryeowook’s question and noticed your ring. 
“Hmph,  you already considered him yours Nats?”
“What is going on?” Ryeowook started to get mad, you remained silent.
“Ask her!” Jason pointed at you. “This is what I get after everything? You betrayed me!”
”SHUT UP JASON!” you shouted. “Just stop ok. It’s not my fault ok.”
“What is exactly on your mind? WHO HAS YOUR HEART? YOU CAN”T TWO TIME US!”
“Two timing? Natacha, what is he saying?”
“Hyung, stop. You are still recovering.” Pleaded Mason.
“What about our relationship Nats? It meant nothing to you?” his sounded very disappointed.
“What relationship? Who said I wanted be yours? Or yours?” you turned at Ryeowook and back to Jason. “I… I DON”T KNOW OK! I don’t understand this relationship stuff! My life was normal before I met you guys. I never thought that it would become like this. IT”S NOT MY FAULT!” you started to sob.
“You people think this shit is a game? Just play with people’s feelings like that? I could have chosen any girl but I chose you because you were different. My body is not a toy you can just play with an toss. YOU USED ME!”
“What do you mean by you people? And what do mean by used you? I didn’t use you at all.” you snapped.
“Oh really? You couldn’t fucking resist me. I brushed it off because I sincerely like you.” he faced Ryeowook with a brave face. “That’s right hyung, I like her. I like her a lot.” He noticed you wearing his necklace and pulls it out from under your shirt to show him. “I gave this to her and LOOK she’s wearing it. What does that mean hyung? Tell me? Hyung, I have always looked up to you but this, this is wrong.” You looked as Jason’s eyes begging him to stop. “Hyung, we even slept together, TWICE! You still want to have her?” his voice trailed off. Your jaw dropped, you can’t believe what Jason said. Mason looked away in shame, you looked at Ryeowook with his eyes tearing up.
“Ryeowook, between me and Jason is really nothing. It’s just…”
“NOTHING? It means nothing? After everything I have done, I saved your ass that day from those girls. I have you food to eat, and a shoulder to cry on. IT WAS ME! Still nothing? I can’t believe you.” he shook his head. Ryeowook was still silent.
“Natacha, I think it’s best for you to go. “ Mason pleaded.  You didn’t budge, you really want to solve this problem. It’s really not what they think.
“No, I’m not going. I really want to solve this.”
“Solve what? What’s there to solve?”
“Enough! Just stop. Natacha, how could you?” Ryeowook spoke with a quivering voice.
“I didn’t do anything! I honestly didn’t. Look, I’m sorry! I didn’t want this to happen.”
“Natacha, I think it’s best for you to go.” Mason pleaded. You didn’t budge.
“GET OUT!” Ryeowook screamed and pushed you away. You were stunned, you could see Ryeowook’s veins popping out of his neck. You jolted out of the room with tears in your eyes. You noticed that you were still wearing Ryeowook’s ring, you walked back to room and saw the boys arguing. You could hear their voices behind the closed door, you peaked through the small window and saw arms swinging and fist pounding against the wall. You teared up and walked away.
“What have I done?”
~~Day before Graduation~~
After the hospital confrontation, you didn’t bother to visit Ryeowook again. Jason didn’t text you and he wasn’t in class. They were all getting ready for the concert. You were graduating tomorrow and you were happy but sad. The four of you wanted to do something really special for graduation but you haven’t heard from them so it doesn’t matter anymore.
~~Graduation~~
You were finishing your last minute touch ups and checking your makeup. Everything looked great so all you needed was accessories. You looked at your table and eyed Jason’s necklace, and Ryeowook’s bracelet and ring. You didn’t know which one to wear. You smiled and picked them all. You were all friends and if they are true friends then they should know that.
You made it to the ceremony and you were glad that time was going by fast. It’s boring to just sit there and listen to people talk. There was no super cool celebrity making the final speech, which was ok. The crowd went wild when J.R.M. appeared on stage and gave a small congratulatory speech to all of us. They looked so happy and smiling when making their speeches. Before you know it, it was over. You got up and tossed your hat into the air. You got your degree and you graduated.
You were outside taking pictures with classmates and professors. You Ms. Lee holding a big bouquet of flowers. She hugged you tightly.
“I’m so proud of you. You did it. Now let’s go to the auditorium you don’t want to miss the concert.”
“No, I don’t want to go.”
“Why not?”
“I’d rather not, I mean…”
“I heard what happened. Don’t let it get to you, they are grown men and they can solve this problem. If they are true friends, they will let not let rivalry get to them. You know how close you are to all of them. Don’t worry ok. Let’s go.” She tugs your arm. “There is something that you need to know too.” You follow her towards the auditorium. Apparently the person who hit Ryeowook was none other than their fan club leader. She was jealous of the friendship you three had so she wanted it to stop. She’s in custody right now. Ms. Lee even offered you to come with her to Korea during the summer. She offered you her place to stay and she even said that she knows people that you can intern and maybe even work for.
You both finally made it to the auditorium and found a place to sit. The lights dimmed and the concert began. It was truly amazing, you were happy to see the clothes that you have picked for the boys. Every song was powerful and fun, they danced and sang like there was no tomorrow. The boys finished their performance and you noticed someone from behind the stage bring a chair up front. The boys raised their hands to calm the crowd down.
“Hey guys! Thank you so much for coming tonight. Did you guys have fun?” Mason asked and the crowd responded with cheers. “That’s good. We are going to miss you guys so much.”
“As you guys know, we will be going to Korea to pursue our dreams. If it weren’t for you guys, we would have never gotten an opportunity like this.” Added Jason. “We just want to say thank you from the bottom of our hearts and please continue to support us.” The three held hands and took a bow. The crowd cheered and screamed.
“And for our final song, the crowd awed on cue. “We would like to dedicate this song to someone special. This person has become one of our closest friends, and this person was there for us the entire time.” Smiled Ryeowook.
“And so we would like to call on stage this special friend. We don’t know what we would have done without you. Natacha, come on down.” the crowd went silent and you were stunned when the bright spotlight was shining on you. You looked over at Ms. Lee and she smiled. You got up and the music began. You couldn’t even blink as your eyes were glued onto the boys and the stage. The crowd slowly waved as a slow song was playing. You saw Ryeowook smiling as he began to sing just the way you are. He offered you a hand to come on stage and led you towards the chair. You then heard Jason follow as he stood on your right side and Ryeowook on the left. Mason slowly came after singing along and stood right behind you. You couldn’t hide your smile and didn’t know who to look at first. Your face was turning bright red as you were loving their serenade. Jason and Ryeowook both went down on one knee and grabbed your hands. You felt a peck from each hand and the crowd went wild. Mason laughed a little and petted your head.  The song was finally over and the boys helped you up, the crowd roared and cheered. The boys waved at the crowd and you smiled. They grabbed your hands and together you took your final bow.  The four of you headed backstage and you all embraced.
“I missed you guys so much!” your voice muffled from the tight embrace.
“We missed you too. It’s not the same without you.” said Mason. You all pulled away and smiled while holding hands.
“Hyung, can I borrows Nats for a minute?” asked Jason. He nodded and pulled you aside.
“Jaeki I…”
“Don’t say anything. Whatever happened in the past is over with. My feelings are still there for you but I really don’t want to force you. If you ever want to… you know what just give me a holler.” He winked and you slapped his arm. He smiled and pulled you into his embrace. “I hope you choose me.” You pulled away and saw Ryeowook waiting for you as well.  You walked towards him. He greeted you with a smile.
“Hey! Looks like you are still wearing my ring. But I don’t want pressure you at all. All I know is that you have changed me and I don’t want to lose you. None of us do, so just stay by are side ok? Ryeowook gave you a tight hug but quickly pulled away. “I hope you chose me.”
 
 
Graduation ended and in a blink of an eye you were on a plane to Korea. Ms. Lee kept her promise and let you stayed at her place. You were lucky to find out that you got an internship at the same company that the boys were going to work in. You were able to see them from time to time and they were helpful in adjusting.
The boys were like your family, and you couldn’t move on without them. You are hoping to study further in Korea and hopefully get a job.


“Hey, I just got off for the day. Do you wanna hang out?”
“Sure. ”
“Alright, I’ll text you where to meet me at.”
“Ok! ”
“Oh btw,”
“?”
“I love you! <3”
“I love you 2”
…..
~~The end~~