by Tacoko Fri Dec 07, 2012 11:19 pm
Hey, I'll watch the video later, Lychee. I'm just answering your question and like fsjfhjkasl
I know that a lot of kpop idols and stuff that we liked had probably said and done some racist, sexist, or any type of messed up stuff like that and I KNOW what they did and I DO NOT excuse or defend it
And like, with black kpop fans? I can understand why they are upset with certain artists or whatever, like I really do.
But with finding out all of this stuff
I just feel SO horrible and guilty for STILL liking them and wanting to like them and I just feel SO BAD because I know of the stuff they did or said and
I just feel like I can't enjoy kpop anymore to the fullest because of it. Like, I'm so upset by this, and I am not lying, I'm in tears now as I type this, like I've already cried a couple of times just thinking about it.
IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY ESCAPE.
And now it's just
If I feel guilty all the time then... how am I supposed to enjoy kpop? How?