The K-Pop Thread

“We can consider this meeting over. Thank you.” Sighing a bit, I stood up from the table, stretching out a bit after an hour of having to sit and listen to everyone else talk. I was only the makeup artist, but since I am technically part of the team, they wanted me to be there...even though my input didn’t really matter to anyone when it comes to how the show was going to run. All I have to do was make the boys look good and that’s it. I left the room, pulling out my phone and checking the time. Hmm, I had the rest of the day off. I guess I could-- Oh! Mom is calling!

I answer the call, greeting my mom happily but the smile on my face quickly fell. Sighing, I just rolled my eyes as my mom spoke to me. I swear this woman. “Alright, I’ll be there soon. The meeting just ended. I’m going to eat lunch and then head on over. Okay... alright, bye. I love you. Text me if anything, okay? Alright, bye.” I hang up my cell and heaved a sigh, rubbing my eyebrows. My mother, once again, had to make a trip to the hospital. Mom was really sick and sometimes she can get so bad that she’ll need to go to the hospital. It worried me greatly. “Heeey, why the sighs?” I sighed again, looking to my left to see none other than GD, who only smirked at me. Behind the two of us, the boys only rolled their eyes at GD’s tactics. I was there right along with them.

“Eh, mom’s in the hospital...again.” GD’s face softened and he casted a worried glance over his shoulder, obviously to the guys. “Is she going to be okay?” I hear Taeyang ask behind me and I nodded, giving him a thumbs up. “That old lady is a fighter. It just worries me because she’s in the hospital so much...” I sigh again, rubbing my head. “I’m gonna eat some lunch and then go see her for a bit,” I sigh again. Another long trip to the hospital where I probably won’t leave until freaking four AM. Great.

“Ahh, why don’t you eat lunch with us, yeah? And we can go see your mom afterwards.” Shocked, I looked at GD, seeing a pretty sincere smile on his face. My heart thudded and I had to clear my throat before speaking. “Ahh, you guys don’t have to bother yourselves with that. Besides, you should be rehearsing for the show in two weeks!” “Ya! Don’t lecture us!” GD exclaimed and I laughed. “Ah, fine if you guys want to come see my old lady, then fine, you can.” I really was touched by their offer, though. These dorks were really sweet.

So me and the boys had a great lunch, which GD paid for, after much protesting from me. I can pay for my own food, but GD wouldn’t allow it, much to my disdain. Afterwards, we made a trip to the hospital where my mom was. Turns out that she has gotten pneumonia, and the hospital was going to keep her for a few days until the virus went away, which may take a while, since her immune system was already pretty low. Just one other thing I needed to stress over while working. Mom tells me not to worry, but she should know that her daughter was a very big worry wort, especially if her family members were sick.

“Ahh, you guys didn’t need to stay for this long,” I say to them as we walk out of the hospital. It was already 11PM! “I feel guilty. You guys should have rehearsed today...” I bit my lip and Taeyang gave me a comforting pat on my shoulder. “Ya! It’s fine! Like you said, we have two weeks. One day won’t hurt! It was really nice seeing your mom. Now I know why you’re so pretty!” I blush deeply at that. Pretty? Me? HA! “I’m not that pretty,” I mumble under my breath, thinking no one has heard. I didn’t see the look that GD had gave me, since he was walking besides me.

The guys all take me back to the work building, since we all went in one car to lunch and the hospital. Seungri was driving, since it was his car and he stopped in front of the car garage, since the others, including myself, needed to get our own cars and head on home. “Thanks, Seungri. Drive safely~” I say to him as I get out of the car with the others. We bid him goodbye and he drives off, leaving us walking into the car garage. We go our separate ways to look for our cars, telling each other to drive safe, and goodbyes and I am left alone, walking across the garage. Well, I think I am alone. I turn my head to look over my shoulder and I give GD a look. “Why are you following me?” He only grinned and I rolled my eyes and continued walking. “I’m not following you. I’m getting to my car too~” Yeah, because what are the odds of him parking right next to me?

My eyebrow twitches as I came up to my car, and indeed, GD was parked right next to me. Lovely. I rub my eyebrows before I go to the driver’s door. I went into my pocket to grab my keys, but dropped them onto the ground. I bend over to pick it up and once my hand went to grab the keys, so did another hand, and I look to see GD bent over as well. He looked at me, and I realize our faces are real close to each other. My heart decided to go haywire on me, and I knew that I was red all over. Scenes from the two times that he has kissed me randomly rushed in my head and I quickly snatch the keys from the ground, standing straight and I hurriedly try to unlock the door, somehow not able to get the key inside of the keyhole. “Fucking dammit,” I hiss under my breath. I hear laughter and I turn to glare at GD. “Stop laughing! It’s not funny!” He continued to laugh and I swat him on the arm, making him laugh harder. “JIYONG!” The tone of his voice made his stop immediately and he just gave me a look. “Ya, you know it’s rude to call me by my name like that, since I’m older than you~” he said, a grin on his face and I roll my eyes. “Sorry, Jiyong-oppa. It’s just...” I bit my lip, debating on whether I should say what I want to say or not. “Just stop teasing me, okay?!”

His grin falls and I just look at him. He doesn’t say anything and I just sighed, turning back to my car and finally unlocking the door. “I don’t know why you’re doing this... kissing me and stuff like... You’re G-Dragon of Big Bang! You can have ANY girl you want. I just don’t get it... there are way prettier girls out there...” I open my door and I look at GD, who is still just looking at me...almost like he’s debating something in his head. I bite my lip. “Goodnight, GD. Drive home safely. And make sure you’re on time to rehearse tomorrow.” I get in the car and I close the door, locking it. Turning my car on, I sigh a huge sigh, rubbing my tired eyes before I put the car on drive and drive off, not looking back at all.

This entire week was freaking miserable. Mom was still in the hospital, the virus still in her system, but the doctors were sure that she will be cured very soon. Big Bang were spending most of their time rehearsing for the show, but that wasn’t the reason why I was miserable (besides my mother.) Every time I’m around the guys, I would chat and goof off with all of them, all except GD. He ignores me! He doesn’t even look at me at all! Ever since I told him my feelings in the parking garage, he acts like I don’t even exist! UGH!

I look at him as I apply the makeup on his face. The guys were making a TV appearance today, and they were all pretty excited. Though GD’s excitement died as soon as he saw my face. He just sat down in his chair and didn’t even say anything to me. I just sighed, and continued to apply his makeup quietly. I guess he just really lost interest in me.

And that really hurt.

I finished his makeup and he just got up, heading over to the set without a word. I sighed before I bit my lip. I wanted to leave, but I knew I couldn’t incase the guys were going to need a touch up anytime. Too keep my mind off of things as the show started, I organized my makeup on the table, looking over to see how the guys were doing. They were all laughing and talking, GD telling a funny story before they all just laughed again. I swallowed the lump in my throat. Was I expecting anything to happen? He was G-Dragon and I was just a makeup artist. All those kisses and such, he was probably just bored, finding entertainment in teasing me. I was as awkward as they come. I must have been a good show for him.

I feel my eyes start to burn and I just take a deep breath, trying to keep the tears from falling. I shouldn’t cry over this. I was stronger than this, so I shouldn’t let this get to me. But even as I tell myself that, I still find myself extremely upset. GD was always so nice to me, sometimes a bit annoying with how he acted and such, but he was always friendly. He even offered to see my mother in the hospital. What in the world happened!?

The show finally ended and I quickly packed my makeup in the bag, wanting to get out of the studio quickly before one of the other boys came to talk to me. I got along with this greatly, and I knew if I stuck with them, GD was going to be there, and I don’t think I can handle it. I don’t think I could handle looking at his wonderful face. It was hard enough seeing him smile during the show. I hated the feelings that I had for him, because I knew he felt nothing towards me at all.

Biting my lip, I strap my bag over my shoulder and made a quick turn around, bumping right into the devil himself. Dammit! WHY?! “I’m sorry!” I said quickly to GD, giving him a quick bow. I look at him, and he just gives me an annoyed look. I feel a pang in my chest and he just side steps me and before I knew it, I turn and reach out, grabbing his arm to stop him. “Wait! GD I...” What am I going to say to him?! I should have just let him go! Ugh! God, I am such a fool. I quickly let him go and I bit my lip, feeling the burning sensation in my eyes again as they became teary. He noticed my eyes and he gave a sneer. “What? You don’t get any attention and you’re crying like a cry baby?”

Bam. My mind goes numb, and I knew my face could not fully express just how hurt I am by his statement. I take a deep breath, closing my eyes before I just gave GD a watery glare, my fists now clenched as I growl at him. Hurt turn into anger and I found myself hissing at him. “You know what? You can just go fuck yourself.” I turn right on my heel, immediately making my way out of the studio. I make it outside and towards the parking lot for the studio, quickly trying to find my car. I find it and I get in, turning it on and driving right out into the road.

The grip I have on the wheel is tight and I clench my teeth hard, which was starting to give me a headache. I only had a bit away to go and then I’ll be home. I try to keep myself cool as I drove, and I’m relieved as I finally pull into the driveway of the house I shared with my mother. I get out the car, lock it and I slowly walk into the empty house. I close the front door and I lean against it, taking a deep breath before I just let it out. I screamed, and the scream turn into sobs as I slid down to the floor, drawing my knees up to my chest, still sobbing with my body shaking.

Oh God, why did it hurt so much?

He acts like a jerk, because she told him to stop teasing her, and he can't like, deal with not touching her or anything while talking to her. So he pushes her away D:

You know, a stupid reason that a guy would come up with. xDDD

But I think it's kinda cute. xD